1933
The Story of Flossie,
Belle Starr's Granddaughter
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Reared Far From
the Tragedy of Younger's Bend, I Was A Woman Grown With a Family
of My Own Before I Ever Heard of Belle Starr and Then I Learned
the Woman Known as the Queen of the Outlaws Was My Grandmother
-- How I Was Placed in an Orphanage; How Many Years Later I Found
My Mother Is Here; Disclosed for the First Time.
By Flossie
(Copyright, 1933, by
The Dallas Morning News).
EDITOR'S NOTE
-- This is the second of two articles written exclusively for
The News by the granddaughter of Belle Starr, relating for the
first time in any newspaper, the story of the lost child, Flossie.
For personal reasons, the writer has preferred not to sign her
full name. |
When Myra
Reed married Sam Starr, she intended to put all her old life
behind her. She had learned to love the Indian Territory and
had met a "friendship" there she had failed to find
elsewhere. People did not question her actions or her motives,
and Uncle Tom Starr's folks liked her. She planned a little home
secluded from the eyes of the world, where she could have her
children with her and live quietly.
As she had been christened Myra
Maebelle, she decided now to take the name of Belle Starr. Always
sensing the dramatic, she saw the possibilities in the name and
liked it.
Uncle Tom welcomed his new daughter-in-law
in good nature, and in a few days, the couple bought a piece
of land in the bend of the Canadian River. This spot was named
Younger's Bend by Belle. Much has been said about this place.
It has been pictured as a magnificent plantation -- 1,000 acres
all together. I believe one writer claimed. And, with outlaws
cleaning their guns and watching -- always on the outlook for
the picturesque officers who popped up out of nowhere by the
dozens -- and with Belle's daughter, Pearl, practicing "assiduously
on the grand piano," it was truly a beautiful picture.
The truth is, that while it was
"open country," only the Indians could take the land,
as it was every inch Indian Territory . And, the Indians could
take only as many acres as was allotted to them, according to
the degree of Indian blood possessed. Younger's Bend was in the
Cherokee land. Sam Starr had possibly 100 acres, but it was in
the reservation which Tom had chosen for his family.
When Sam and Myra, or Belle, as
she wanted to be called, went up to the Bend, they bought ten
acres!
Calico Walls.
The little cabin was about fifteen
by twenty feet, with a large fireplace on one side. A lean-to
kitchen was built at the back. Belle made it as attractive as
a little cabin could be made. She went to Fort Smith and bought
white calico with a little sprig of flowers pattern and covered
the walls. Horns were put up around the room. A pretty little
lamp adorned a table, and some books that she had managed to
keep, were placed on a shelf. A bed stood in one corner, and
with a few chairs, the cabin was complete.
And here, Belle Starr spent the
remainder of her life. Very few women of that day had traveled
any more, and still she was willing to spend her life among these
people, nursing their sick, attending their dances and parties,
riding back and forth to Fort Smith on horseback or driving a
lumber wagon and taking the children.
She wore the finest of riding habits,
a black velvet being her favorite. She liked trimmings of leather
and used little fine leather straps and buckles a great deal.
In Fort Smith, she bought the finest of shoes and gloves, for
her small feet and hands were her pride. For her hats, she bought
Stetsons and turning back the brim usually trimmed the hat with
a big plume. No wonder, in the Indian Territory country, she
became a conspicuous figure, and women, less brave and gay, learned
to watch for her and waited for her to pass by.
In Fort Smith, she bought two revolvers.
I talked to the man who made the holster for the left side. She
studied a long time whether to buy the revolvers, or whether
to buy an organ for Pearl, and she bought the revolvers. They
were the only weapons which she carried. Men who were at the
Bend said she never used a rifle or kept one about her.
But, she loved her revolvers and
called them "my babies." Sam and she[?] rode a great
deal, and she became a more expert marksman than before. One
pastime they engaged in those days, was to ride as fast as they
could and shoot at the skeleton of a horse's head, which they
had hung to a tree.
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Ed Reed, Belle's son,
named for her brother, Edward, who was killed in
the Civil War. He went to school in Scyene. |
A Visit From Jesse James.
And one day, one of the James boys
came in -- James Reed had grown up close to the James boys. They
had been "on the scout" together. And, when Jesse James
came back with, "Aw, come on, Belle, hide us for just a
little while," she could not turn him down. And, again,
she was pulled into the old life. There was a canyon back of
the bend where the men could hide, and it gradually came to be
known as Belle Starr Canyon. A cave was back in there, in which
the men could easily hide for days. The officers were afraid
to prowl around too promiscuously -- although, I do not question
their bravery. Belle would send food to the men and it became
a hideout for men who were wanted badly in the States.
Palmy Days of Fort Smith.
It might not be amiss to tell a
little of the history of Fort Smith for my younger readers. A
military post was placed there in 1816, and named Fort Smith,
after Gen. Thomas A. Smith, who selected the site, but, it was
abandoned in 1830. Arkansas was admitted as a State, June 15,
1836, just about the time that the Cherokee Indians were being
moved from Georgia to the reservation in the southeast corner
of the Indian Territory.
There was a great deal of trouble
among the Cherokees, for in the removal, they had separated into
three factions: Those who had previously moved to the Territory
and were very friendly toward the whites; the "Treaty Party,"
that had been, but lately moved, but were friendly toward the
whites; and, the "Ross Party," which had fought the
move bitterly. Because of this unrest, it was decided to open
the fort again, this time, about a quarter of a mile from the
original stockade.
A great deal of interesting history
centers around this court and the settling of this part of the
country. Abandoned again in 1870, in 1871, the famous United
States Criminal Court was opened at Fort Smith as an office of
the Judge of the Western District of Arkansas.
On May 10, 1875, Judge Parker was
appointed District Judge, and then began a history that stands
unique and alone in the history of the courts of the United States.
Criminals and outlaws fled to the Indian Territory, because no
one but a United States officer could arrest them there. The
Indians were not feeling any too kindly toward the United States
Government and the white man, and, if a few outlaws came into
the territory, it was not the Indians' business to report it.
Judge Parker became the arbiter
of the law, for this court had exclusive, original and final
jurisdiction over all crimes committed in the Indian Territory
and in No Man's Land. In a little more than twenty-one years,
13,490 cases were docketed, not to mention the petty cases that
got no farther than the Commissioners' Court.
Men hiding in the Indian Territory
and out at Younger's Bend had little to fear. But, the officers
began to suspect Belle, and more and more, as time went on, felt
she was the brains behind many acts of dare-deviltry. And, again
her plans for a little home with her children were gone, this
time forever.
It is hard to conjecture what might
have happened had she lived. Time and age should soften us all
-- should make us the broader, the more charitable and loving.
And, my sympathies are with the person, man or woman, who can
not feel all that as the years pass by.
But, Belle Starr was killed on
her forty-first birthday -- just at a time when she was feeling
the most bitter toward life.
A Home for an Orphan.
On one of her visits to the Reeds,
she met a girl by the name of Mabel Harrison, who was related
to the Reeds in some way, and had come to Aunt Susan Reed's for
protection. She was a beautiful little girl, about 15 years old,
with big blue eyes and lovely yellow hair. Her life had seen
much of tragedy, for her mother had been shot before her eyes
and killed instantly. Her father had a sum of money in the house
to make the last payment on their little farm. Some men who claimed
to be officers, came and said they were there to search the house,
planning to rob Mr. Harrison of the money. Of course, he resisted
them and Mrs. Harrison, who was sitting in line with the door,
nursing a baby, was shot. The men, seeing what they had done,
fled.
Belle asked Mabel if she would
like to go home with her and live with Pearl. And today, a frail
little woman in Missouri can tell you more about the real Younger's
Bend than perhaps anyone living.
Belle sent the children to the
little neighborhood school house close to Briartown, in what
is now Muskogee County. Tuition paid by the pupils kept up the
school. The students were mostly of Indian blood, with some among
them full-blooded Indians. It was a care-free life, and the girls
could mount there horses and ride all through the country.
A Sojourn in Detroit.
Belle often was gone two and three
weeks at a time. In the autumn of 1882, Belle and Sam were sentenced
to a term in the House of Correction in Detroit, Mich. An ironic
sidelight was that they had not committed the crime of which
they were accused. Never dreaming, but that they would be cleared,
they rode into Fort Smith and gave themselves up willingly.
The trouble had arisen over a young
black stallion of Pearl's. Belle always gave the children a horse
or two, and this horse had become a nuisance to the neighbors.
It had been shot -- but accidentally -- by a neighbor. One day,
as Belle was with the Wests, they told her who had shot the horse
and said the man had one equally as good that Sam ought to take.
It is claimed that a certain man heard the conversation, and
as he was planing to leave the country, he caught the neighbor's
horse and rode off on it. Of course, suspicion pointed to Sam
and Belle, and they were arrested.
A Letter to Pearl.
Belle sent the girls to Mama Mac,
a woman who lived close to Briartown on a little Indian farm.
She took care of Pearl a great deal and Pearl loved her. Belle
faced a prison sentence with the same poise with which she had
met other tragedies in her life. A letter that she wrote to Pearl
at this time will show us a little of her outlook. I quite it
word for word from S. W. Harman's "Hell on the Border."
However, I have talked to people who say she wrote the letter
and Pearl received it.
"My dear little one. It is
useless to attempt to conceal my trouble from you, and though
you are nothing but a child, I have confidence that my darling
will bear with fortitude what I now write.
"I shall be away from you
a few months, baby, and have only this consolation to offer you,
that never again, will I be placed in such humiliating circumstances,
and that in the future, your little tender heart shall never
more ache, or a blush be called to your cheek on your mother's
account. Sam and I were tried here, John West, the main witness
against us. We were found guilty and sentenced to nine months
at the house of correction, Detroit, Mich., for which place we
start in the morning. Now, Pearl, there is a vast difference
in that place and a penitentiary; you must bear that in mind
and not think of Mama being shut up in a gloomy prison. It is
said to be one of the finest institutions in the United States,
surrounded by a beautiful grounds, with fountains and everything
nice. There, I can have my education renewed, and I stand sadly
in need of it. Sam will have to attend school, and I think it
is the best thing [that] ever happened for him, and now, you
must not be unhappy and brood over our absence. It won't take
the time long to glide by, and as we come home, we will get you,
and then, we will have such a nice time.
"We will get your horse up
and I will break him and you can ride John, while I am gentling
Loco. We will have Eddie with us and will be as gay and happy
as the birds we claim at home. Now, baby, you can either stay
with grandma or your Mama Mac, just as you like, and do the best
that you can until I come back, which won't be long. Tell Eddie
that he can go down home with us and have a good time hunting,
and though I wish not to deprive Marion and Ma of him for any
length of time, yet, I must keep him awhile. Love to Ma and Marion.
"Uncle Tom has stood by me
nobly in our trouble, done everything that one could do. Now,
baby, I will write to you often. You must write to your Grandma,
but don't tell her of this, and to your Aunt Ellen, Mama Mac;
but, to no one else. Remember, I don't care who writes to you,
you must not answer. I say this, because I do not want you to
correspond with any one in the Indian Territory. My baby, sweet
little one, and you must mind me. Except Auntie -- if you wish
to hear from me, Auntie will let you know. If you should write
me, Ma would find out where I am and Pearl, you must never let
her know. Her head is overburdened with care now, and therefore,
you must keep this carefully guarded from her.
"Destroy this letter as soon
as read. As I told you before, if you wish to stay awhile with
your Mama Ma, I am willing. But, you must devote your time to
your studies. Bye, bye, sweet baby mine.
"(Signed) BELLE STARR."
She was
placing a good deal of responsibility on Pearl, who was 13 years
old at this time. Pearl had learned to rely on herself, but these
years were full of many lonesome times for the little girl. Pearl
had developed late, a beautiful girl with hazel brown hair, blue
eyes and a lovely pink and white skin. Added to such charms was
her pleasing personality, so that it was no wonder the men at
the Bend called her the Canadian Lily. The hardest thing Belle
had to face was leaving Pearl at this time in her life.
But, the stay in Detroit was not
all bad. On reaching there, Sam and Belle were taken to the chair
bottoming department. The warden said "take a chair,"
intending for them to choose a chair and put in a new bottom
of splint or cane. Belle said, "no, thank you; I would much
rather stand."
Belle made friends among the matrons
and the assistants, and before long, the warden called her to
him. He told her that he could give her many little privileges
if she would do right, and he asked her if she would like to
tutor his children in French and music. She wasn't especially
glad to teach, but, she saw a means of escaping many unpleasant
duties in the routine of the prison life. And so, she consented.
In time, a warm friendship grew
between the warden and his family and Belle. And, for years afterward,
when she was back in the Territory, he sent boxes of fruit to
Belle and her family.
Belle was capable of a warm, devoted
friendship. But, she felt that so few people merited it. In the
last few years, men have written me, defending her. When a baby
was born to John West's wife, Belle came by and found Mrs. West
lying there, depending on the older children for most of her
care. Belle sent home for her clothes and stayed until Mrs. West
was able to be up and around, even getting to name the baby.
And, today, one of the West sons bears the name which Belle gave
him.
A Cat Story.
When Belle and Sam departed for
Detroit, they left three cats at the Bend. When they came home,
the cats began to spring up from everywhere, and exactly twenty-two
kittens were counted. She and the girls laughed heartily many
times as they thought of the kittens of all hues and sizes.
She wouldn't have a chicken on
the place, because she preferred a garden. Wherever she went,
she brought back flowers and roots and seeds, and the dooryard
at the Bend was a veritable flower garden. And, Pearl tamed two
young fawns that played about, but there was no room for chickens.
Wild turkeys were found so easily, that fowls were had plentifully.
Belle did not like to cook, but she was a good cook and could
get up as good a dinner as anyone. But, household cares were
irksome.
Books were her delight. And, when
some neighbor woman came, who was tiresome to Belle, she would
get a pillow and her books and maybe slip off and get in a wagon,
and there she would spend the day. And, if Pearl came and said,
"Why, Mamma, Mrs. ----- doesn't know what to think. You
surely aren't going to hide out here all day!" Belle would
say, "All she can talk about is pumpkins and babies! I can't
stand such gab! No, I'm not coming in."
Ripping Billy's Duster.
But, Belle could make herself interesting,
and more than one square dance was enlivened by her fun and wit.
Billy Hall told me, that one night, he was dancing with a linen
duster on. As he danced past her, she grabbed the tail and it
ripped. Each time they passed, she grabbed it, and each time,
it ripped a little more. The crowd was convulsed with laughter
at the capers they were cutting.
But, when she felt she had a cause,
her anger could be unbounded. Mr. Hall kept the mail at Whitefield.
The little box hangs in the back of his store today. He cut letters
out of the almanacs and pasted on the pigeon hole, and I looked
on the one marked with an "S," wondering just what
mail had lain there. Any molestation of her mail made her furious.
Mr. Hall said he learned to never let anyone touch her mail or
take it out to her.
One night, she went to a dance
very angry... she had heard that someone had said that my father
could not take Pearl to the party. It was just a little neighborhood
jealousy, but Belle went to the hostess and asked her if she
had said such a thing. The woman, who was the mother of a friend
of mine, said: "Now, Belle, you know nothing has been said.
We have been friends here, and you know nothing like that was
ever said." She pacified Belle, who took off her revolvers
and asked the woman to keep them. And then, she stayed all night,
and scrubbed the floor next morning.
Sunshine and Shadows.
The first community chest might
be ascribed to her. Hearing that a family was really suffering,
she went down to see for herself. They were destitute and the
children were crying with hunger. Belle got on her horse and
went to a little store close by. The men saw "something
was up," and with her hand on her revolver, she said: "Now
boys, I'm going to take that family enough food to fill them
up. How many are going to help me?" And, that little family
didn't suffer for a while. She probably "prorated"
the amount each man was to give!
It was a life of sunshine and shadows.
The women of the community saw nothing strange about their lives.
They reared their children, kept their little cabins, visited
with each other, went to the dances and attended church whenever
they could get a preacher to come. Horses were the hobby of the
community, and every girl had a horse to ride as soon as she
was big enough. Belle entered the races throughout the country
and won so many prizes, other women got so they would not ride
against her. And then, she would send Mabel Harrison or Pearl
in to win in her place.
On Nov. 17, 1886, Sam Starr and
Felix Griffin were arraigned in court on a postoffice charge.
Belle, Pearl and Mabel had expected to be used as witnesses,
and went to Fort Smith. The case was postponed until March 7,
1887, and they all started home.
They stopped for the night at Whitefield,
where they found a dance in progress at the home of Cooper Surratt's
mother. Frank West was present and Sam accused him of killing
his horse. In the quarrel that followed, the two men shot and
killed each other. It is said that they shot almost simultaneously.
Pearl rushed to Sam, holding his head as he lay dying. Belle
and the girls took the body back to the Bend and he was buried
in the Starr graveyard. And, they all grieved for him; Sam had
been good to the girls, and today, Mabel Harrison speaks of him
with respect and kindness.
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Belle Starr's daughter,
Pearl,
the mother of Flossie |
Pearl, at this time, was 17 and
in love with a young man two years her senior, a part Cherokee
from one of the best families. The young fellows in that community
were nice looking, they dressed well, they had average educations
and most of them were excellent horsemen. About the only objection
Belle could have to Pearl's suitor was that he was a poor boy,
but she openly fought the affair. Her consuming desire was for
Pearl to marry a rich man -- "a man with at least $25,000."
So, my mother told me, she and
my father went to old Doc Bullard, who married the young people
of the community, and were married secretly.
One night, in about January, 1887,
Mabel and Pearl had ridden into Briartown. A Mr. Kraft, a friend,
had dropped in to talk to Belle. Belle suggested that they play
a joke on the girls by dressing up in sheets and meeting them
on the road. Mr. Kraft said, "Can it be, Belle, that you
don't know ---- ?"
And, in this way, my coming was
announced to Belle Starr. No one can realize the bitterness that
she tasted that night, or picture what this meant to her. Pearl
had always been her pride and the center of her ambitions --
she wanted Pearl's life to have all the things her own had missed,
and in the bright dreams she had held for her daughter, there
had been no place for Younger's Bend.
So, she laid a plan -- a livery
man, quite wealthy, but older, had asked for Pearl's hand. Belle
sent for him, and together, they planned that, as soon as a divorce
could be arranged, he and Pearl should be married. But, when
Belle told her daughter this, there was a bitter quarrel, and
Pearl mounted her horse and went for a ride. And, Belle never
saw her again, until after I was born and was 16 months old.
Pearl rode to Fort Smith, and leaving
her horse with the liveryman, whose hand she had refused, took
the train for Grandma Reed's, at Rich Hill, Missouri. When she
reached there, the family were in Wichita, Kan., on a visit,
and an uncle, Marion, took her to Wichita. There, they held a
family consultation. They all were afraid Belle would come, and
they were terribly afraid of her. And so, Uncle Marion and Grandma
Reed and my mother slipped away to Siloam Springs, Ark., where
I was born, April 22, 1887. They kept Pearl and "little
Mamie," as they called me, always hidden, until I was 16
months old.
My father, back in the Territory,
was driven almost insane. He was unable to find out a word concerning
Pearl, from my grandmother. Finally, she told him Pearl had married
again, this time a wealthy man. By Cherokee tribal law and custom,
the mere "walking off" of my mother freed my father
from his marriage vows, and, in a fit of anger and disappointment,
he now married a friend of his school days.
All this, while Belle had grieved
until she was almost ill, and often walked the floor in great
sobs. But, not once did she relent. She never forgot that a baby
girl had come between her and Pearl, whose whereabouts she had
suspected, but, she was too proud to ask questions. At last,
she devised a plan to get Pearl home. Ed had been in some trouble
and had been shot, but was getting along all right. Belle wrote
to my mother in care of Grandma Reed, saying that Ed was not
expected to lie and enclosing money for Pearl to come home. But,
absolutely, she was not to bring me!
Threatened With the Gypsies.
My mother told me that she had
been berrying all day with some of the young folks of the neighborhood,
and Grandma Reed met her with the letter. I was cutting teeth
and had been crying most of the day. My mother said she took
me in her arms and cried all night. All the old longing for her
mother, the homesickness for Eddie, and the home at the Bend,
the longing for my father -- now much there was to tell him --
surged over her. And, against her better judgment, she decided
to leave me with Grandma Reed and go home.
Upon reaching the Bend, she saw
through Belle's ruse at once. Eddie was about well. Pearl, at
once, wrote Aunt Mamie and asked her to go to Missouri and get
me.
What love these people showed for
me! For, Aunt Mamie went immediately, then wrote my mother about
the trip -- how she had dressed me in a little blue frock, the
color of my eyes. I have the dress locked in my trunk now.
But, this letter intended to comfort
my mother, never reached her. Belle would not give up! She kept
the letter, and told Pearl that I was to be placed in an orphanage.
At this, my mother began watching for a chance to slip away again,
but this time, it was not easy. Belle wrote letter after letter
to the Reeds, and finally wrote that she would have me stolen
and given to the gypsies. And this was the threat that won, and
Aunt Mamie took me to an orphans' home. At that time, the gypsies
were roving about, dirty and cruel in their appearance and a
real menace.
And, one day, Belle Starr called
Pearl to her and said, "I want you to sign this paper. The
baby is in a Home." My mother told me that she cried out,
"You can't make me sign it. You have done everything else
to me, but you can't make me sign that paper!" Then, she
ran screaming from the room.
When she returned, the paper was
gone. And, not until I took the paper out to her in Arizona,
thirty-five years later, did she know what Belle had written,
or the location of the orphan's home in which I was placed.
It was a cold, dreary winter. The
paper was signed on Nov. 19, 1888. And, on Feb. 3, 1889, Belle
Starr was killed by an assassin's hand. There were conjectures,
in fact, neighbors still tell who did it, but, it was never proven.
And, I have no desire to harm anyone else.
Belle was buried where she requested
to be laid -- in front of her cabin at the Bend, and through
the years, her grave has stood almost alone -- but, as she wanted
it. Recently, the cabins have been torn down and the place is
almost deserted.
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Tombstone on Belle
Starr's grave |
The records in the children's home
show that I was given to my adopted mother and father on Feb.
10, 1889, one week after Belle Starr was killed. My little girlhood
was lived far away from the tragedy of Younger's Bend. My adopted
mother let one of her nieces name me. This girl had been reading
the Chautauqua books and loved the girl named Flossie, so she
decided she would call me Flossie. Another niece, whose name
was Pearl, was incensed that she'd had no hand in naming the
baby! And so, mother, in her generous manner, said, "Let
us call her Flossie Pearl." And so, unwittingly, I bore
my real mother's name of Pearl.
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Little Flossie -- the
writer of this amazing story -- as a child. |
It was a marvelous environment
for me, and a happy, happy childhood. My adopted mother was 48
years old, and father was 56, when they took me -- well past
the age when most persons think of taking a baby to rear. I had
suffered so many cold through the winter, that no one thought
I would live. But, with a mother's care, I began to get well.
There was so little in real money in that little home. Father
had come to this country from Germany, as a boy. He hated the
conscription army system of Germany and loved America, as he
always referred to the United States. He had made a great deal
of money in the shoe business, as that was the trade which he
learned in Germany. And, with good investments, he had gotten
together a small fortune. But, he lost it all when he undertook
to run a stage coach line from St. Joseph, Mo., to some place
in Iowa or Nebraska.
At that period, I came into their
lives. Father's spirit had been broken, and he was a discouraged
old man. Mother was the life of everything. My childhood days
were full of happiness -- little dolls dressed beautifully by
mother's skillful fingers, little frosted cakes for many a tea
party, big swings in a shady, old-fashioned yard, where I played
day after day. I would swing by the hour -- perhaps, a whip in
my hand, and pretend I was driving horses. They were always big
black horses, and to this day, I love big black horses with necks
arched gracefully and with pretty flanks. Sometimes, I pretended
to be on a ship -- waves dashing "us" around, I would
swing high in the air.
I read incessantly. One of my chief
delights was to read aloud to mother. By the time I was 11 years
old, we were having a glorious time laughing our way through
"Samantha at Saratoga," or weeping with Uncle Tom in
"Uncle Tom's Cabin." The summer I was 13, I read almost
all of E. P. Roe's books.
And, always through my life was
mother's smile. How priceless in a child's life is a smile! When
I went to see my own mother, the thing that stood out clearest
was her wonderful smile.
A Voice Out of the Past.
A few years ago, when I was a woman
grown, with my own little family, a letter came to me that was
intended for my adopted mother. As she had passed away, it was
given to me. It was from the orphan's home, stating that a woman
by the name of Rosa Reed was inquiring about me. (Pearl, it will
be recalled, was always called Rosie Lee, or Rosa, by the Reeds)
Rosa Reed, the name that had been signed on the indenture that
I had cherished for years!
I wonder if I could ever picture
to anyone who has not experienced it, what it meant to hear from
my own mother. Longings surged over me, longings that I scarce
knew were there. Longings to know who I was.
And, when the first letter came
from my mother, I could scarcely read it. She told me she had
never signed the papers. She told me about my father. I had two
half sisters. Oh! how much those pages held.
In a few weeks, I went to visit
her in Bisbee, Ariz. I saw a little woman just like myself. I
had never looked into a face that resembled mine -- the first
time I had ever seen my mother smile. I visited her twice before
she died, and I never have gotten over the wonder of it. I, a
little adopted girl, who had all the love and care a dear old
couple could give a little girl -- I now had seen my own mother.
My mother did not tell me that
Belle Starr was my grandmother. I think she would have, had we
had more time together before her death. She did tell me that
her mother's maiden name was Myra Maebelle Shirley, who married
James Reed, who was my grandfather. She told me, that after James
Reed's death, my grandmother had married a man of Indian blood.
I was reared, it will be recalled,
north of the Mason-Dixon line.
So, it chanced that I had never
heard of Belle Starr, until one day after my mother's death,
when I read a story by Frazier Hunt in the Cosmopolitan magazine
on the early pioneer heroes, as he termed them, and found a description
of my grandmother! I wrote to Frazier Hunt, who knew so more
than what he told in the magazine, and had received his information
from Pawnee Bill, Major Gordon Lillie, of Oklahoma. I wrote to
Pawnee Bill, who knew no more than the accepted legend of Belle
Starr. I wrote to my two half sisters, and before long, I had
clinched the fact that Belle Starr was my own grandmother.
I think I would not have been a
true granddaughter of my grandmother if I had not then started
on this strange quest, for I wanted to know all about her possible
to know. In the last eight years, I have talked to dozens of
persons about her, laid my hands on the daintily-quilted saddle,
which she used, viewed that pretty little lamp which lit the
table at Younger's Bend, heard from misinformed strangers that
Pearl's baby was given to the gypsies. And, I made up my mind
that I would go behind the scenes -- where others had made the
statements concerning her career, I was determined to find out
the reason for it.
It has been a long and revealing
search, revealing me to myself, and, I find, much as I revere
my childhood friends of the North, that my sympathies and my
interests are Southern. Like my grandmother, I find I have a
Southern heart.
- May 7, 1933, The
Dallas Morning News, Sec. IV,
Feature Sec., p. 1, col. 1-7; p. 2, col. 2-3.
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