Miss Davidson's Journal  1849

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1^st January 1849,  Monday

 

Damp & raw.  After preparing & distributing ‘sweetie loaf’ to most of the household Willie & I went to St Pauls and heard Mr. Walker.  We drove about afterwards & made some of our usual calls:  Westfield, Mrs Innes, old Mary & Thomas, etc etc.  Pat & MA and 4 children came to dinner.  We had a repetition of Christmas Day in the plum cake line etc followed by similar consequences – dreams etc and a small does for the younger members!!!   Gordon Forbes dined with us.  We received from Sir Charles a most beautiful 12^th cake even than last year so he was one of the toasts of the day!   We really had a merry little party. We had some cousinly calls as usual.

 

Tuesday 2^nd

 

Fine.  They had their last lesson in flower making. Took our usual walk.  In the evening we went to a very nice party at the Farquharsons Ballogie, which was kept up with great spirit. 

 

Wednesday 3^rd

 

Cold, fine, frosty.  We went with Mamma to Don Cottage & to call on the McPhersons.   Willy went with Pat and MA to dine at Powis where there was a large party. Mag & I with the bairns went to take tea with the Ramsays.

 

Thursday 4^th

 

Frosty.  Aleck hurt a corn on his foot so much that it has made his leg swell, & he is ordered to keep his bed.  The Forbes’ Inverernan dined with us and Gordon Forbes. Also Kate & Tom Leslie. Pat & MA. We wrote cards for an evening party on the 18^th.  Tom started for Manchester at night. 

 

Friday 5^th

 

Frosty.  May and Willie spent all the morning teaching Kate to make wax flowers.  I called at Granton Lodge & met Foveran.  We went to a grand party at Mrs Mitchell which was most admirably  conducted.  97 present but so well managed that the crowd was not felt.  They young Drum couple appeared there!!

 

Saturday 6th

 

Frosty.  We were very tired & were obliged to go Mrs M’Gregor where I  nearly fell asleep at tea. Aleck still keeps his bed, but I  hope will soon get well again. 

 

Sunday 7^th January

 

A slight thaw.  We went to church twice and I never heard Dr Forsyth that I liked him so well as today.  Sat with Aleck before dinner. Read & wrote after tea as usual. 

 

Monday 8^th

 

Poured.  The Leslies came in from  Warthill for a few days. Willie & I dined quietly at the Lindsays. Aleck came down today.

 

Tuesday 9^th

 

Fine.  Mrs Milne put off her party from illness.  Mamma called at Heathcot.  We called for the Irvines at the Skenes.  The Leslies called here, and we dined at the Terrace.  Matilda sang.  She is splendidly taught & her slow songs,  beautiful. 

 

Wednesday 10^th

 

Poured.  Mary Lindsay came at 12 & stayed till 4 o’clock.  Willie making wax floers, I reading, writing, etc.  The young Miss Abercrombie spent the day at the Terrace.

 

Thursday 11^th January

 

A little snow.  &  very uncomfortable.  Louisa Farquharson called early on the subject of the Assembly & Mrs Donelans party!! Both of which, in the end, we went to;  and liked very much. 

 

Friday 12^th

 

Wet. Finished reading the life of Condé.  Willie making wax flowers, Aleck nursing himself in the dining room.

Saturday 13^th

A little better. Willile & I went out a little.  Nothing very particular took place.  We had several people calling.  Willie went to a meeting on the India mission & heard  Dr Charles.  I went to see poor little Jessy who is very ill with something lifratic (? Ed.) in the leg.  I called on the Ramsays & in the morning had a long walk with M8iss Goirdon of Park to see three wrecks at the Pier.

Sunday  14^th Jany

Fine cold. Dr Charles preached on the India Mission for which there was a collection.  We did not go in the evening, but had a beautiful sermon from Dr. Forsyth.  Read aloud. 

Monday 15^th

Fine. Dr Forsyth called early. Mamma took a drive.  Willie & I did a little shopping & made a few calls. I had some new music sent to me. 

Tuesday 16^th

Fine. Kate Leslie & I went out together & enjoyed ourselves much.  I played them all a trick at home by sending Willie a bracelet annomously! (sic. Ed)  The guessing was most diverting  As Will had a Cold, Al & I went without her to Migvie House where we had a very pleasant gay party.

Wednesday 17^th  Jany

Fine.  I was ordering food for our party!!  I went to call at Granton Lodge and was told of the marriage of Anna Thurburn to Mr. McLean.  I hope it is true.

Thursday 18^th

Lovely day.  We arranged  everything nicely for the evening & then had a nice walk.  Our party was numerous and was kept up apparently with great spirit.  We had some of Balfour’s band.  Carriages ordered at ¼ to two, but they only left at ½ past! !

Friday 19^th

Fine.  Talked over last night all the morning. Sent round the remains of the supper to the Terrace where there was a children’s party.  The Inverernans lunched with us.  Kate Leslie unfortunately sprained her ankle jumping down stairs with a little boy.  We were so tired.

Saturday 20^th

Fine.  Wrote letters.  Took a nice long walk, had a nice quiet evening to rest.  Mag has a very bad cold in bed.  Kate Leslie also in bed with her ankle. 

Sunday 21^st January

Wet. Windy.  Went twice to church. Saw little Jessy who is much better.  Read and wrote at night. 

Monday 22^nd

Fine. Lots of cards & callers.  We called on Mrs. C. Lumsden, Miss Murray & Miss Brebner.  Took tea at the Inverernans.  Tried to choose something as a present from Aleck for nursing him well.

Tuesday 23^rd

Mamma and Willie made calls  in the carriage, and  I waited an hour for them at Mary Lindsay’s.    Willie and I then went ot see Mrs James Forbes in Old Aberdeen & just before dinner called at the Bannermans.  We had a nice long quiet evening and I played and sang till I became hoarse, rather an unusual proceeding.

Wednesday 24^th

Fine. Willie & I had a long walk and then went to see Kate Leslie.  We had the Rosses, Lindsays  & Macgregors at dinner.  The Rosses sang beautifully & we  chatted most delightfully!!

Thursday 25^th

Fine, warm day.   A lovely walk on the Skene Road then Willie went to the Terrace and I to see the Ramsapsy.  Capt B arrived from Bombay when I was there.  We went to the terrace to tea and the Dinner party seemed to have gone on nicely.  Mr. Leslie of Powis insisted on dancing a Quadrille!  He is such a queer little gentleman.

Friday 26^th  Jany

Dry but misty.  I had a short walk with Kate Miller.  May and Willie called at the Ogilvies for the Irvines.  Capt B and Jane Ramsay called. I went to spend the evening with Kate.  Pat has a shocking cold.

Saturday 27^th

A grey day. We went to see Emma Forbes and heard all about the grand party at Scotstoun where we were not asked!  It seems to have been a charming party & most elegantly arranged.  Copied music & sang all evening. 

Sunday 28^th January 1849

Wet. I had a bad headache & was confined to bed all day.  The others all went to Church.  This was Duncan’s birthday.  He came home this day 7 years ago!  His wife and family will soon be here and if he is spared he will come next year. 

Monday 29^th

A little snow.  Mamma Willie and Kate Leslie went to Seaton.  Mrs Browning came and set my harp to rights.  Wrote lots of letters. Aleck & I dined  at Miss Murray’s, The Fendalls, Ballogies, & Leslies Powis were there.  Aleck then went to a party at the old Miss Forbes, Echt. 

Tuesday 30^th

Wet.  Miss Jessie Chalmers dined.  Madame Gudin got a little son.  We three wnet to a nice small party at Mrs Mitchells as Capt Hay  leaves for Perth tomorrow.  The Irvines sung delightfully. 

Wednesday 31^st

Damp.  Out a little. We had a nice quiet evening.  Read some of Macauley’s odes which Louise Farquharson lent me.  Maggie took tea at Westfield. 

Thursday, 1^st February

Fine.  Were out all day nearly.  M. Gudin called to be congratulated and amused us much by his praises to clorophorm & recommending it to us!  We went in the evening to one of the merriest parties possible, at the Bannermans.  It was very nicely conducted & Mrs B and all the family were looking so very well.

Friday 2^nd

Fine damp.  Willie and I took a long walk, & took 4 little Bannermans with us.  All our children are ill with dreadfull  colds, etc.  We went to tea at Granton Lodge in the evening and took Miss Helen Robertson hime with us.  We had a very amusing chatty evening.

Saturday 3^rd February 1849

Damp uncomfortable day.  I went out some messages by myself and a turn with Bella Forbes.  In the evening we went to a most pleasant little party at Mrs Oglivies, which broke up at ½ past 1`1 o’clock.  All the children wtill far from well. 

Sunday 4^th Feb. 1849

Wet.  We went to church.  I went three times;  in the evening I wished to hear Mr Wood preach so we went to the East Church. Aleck as usual read aloud.  Papa went to see poor General Forbes who is still very weak.

Monday 5^th

Wet day.  Worked, read, made wax flowers, practiced etc all day.  Walter Leslie came in from Warthill.  Nothing particular took place.  We had a nice domestic evening.

Tuesday 6^th

Fine.  Willie & I had a walk late in the day up the Skene road. We had at dinner Capt & Mrs Leith,  the Donelans, Ramsays,  Charles & Emma Forbes, Louisa Farquharson, Foveran, Mr. Petrie, Major Montgomery, Mr Skene.  The Bannermans came in the evening, also Hays, Lindsays, Jane Irvine, etc and some officers.  It went off most merrily. Foveran picked up a shilling from the floor in his mouth with a bottle on his head.

Wednesday 7^th Feby

Fine warm day.  Mamma and I called at Seaton & then had a drive to the Bridge of Dee.  Harriet Pirie came from the North a day or two ago, and came to dinner with us.  I have not seen her for  nine years!  Maggie went to take tea at the Forbes Inverernan and had an amusing evening.

Thursday 8^th

Fine but cold.  Had a long walk.  Bell Forbes lent me Cinq Mars to read.  Pat & MA dined at Kingcausie;  Walter  dined here. We had three invitations to answer.  Had a short turn with the Bannermans.  Miss Murray called for us. 

Friday 9th

Fine.  Busy writing etc in the morning. We had the Leith  Hays, & Mrs Mitchell, Miss Farquharson, Mrs Miller and Mr N. Burnett & his brother Capt William also Mr Forbes, Blackford and Capt James Forbes at dinner. Also the Clements Lumsdens.  Conversation in all its branches was the order of the evening and rather an excitable round game at cards, at which Miss F  shone!!

Saturday 10^th

Lovely bright but windy day.  The Donelans, Ramsays and Bannermans all called here at the same time. We went with the Ramsays to have a blow at Ferryhill.  Consequences a cold!

Sunday 11^th Feby

Beautiful day.  We went twice to church.  The clergyman in the morning became sick & was obliged to get a glass of water.  IU liked Dr Forsyth so very much in the afternoon.  Luke 11

Monday 12^th

Very fine.  MaryAnne & Kate came over early, MA to make flowers with the girls, & Kate to chat with me.  I dispatched a parody on ‘Logie o’ Buchan’ to Tom Leslie.  We had the three Inverernans to a quiet tea-drinking (or muffin-morning as Mr Carter says). We enjoyed their society very much. ! 

Tuesday 13^th

Fine. We two each had a hideous valentine sent us yesterday!  I had such a stuffy cold that I did not go out. Jane Annie made me address all her valentines.  Mrs Lumsden Pitcaple called.  Poor Mary Anne has caught a feverish cold & is very far from well.  Alec and Willie dined at the Skenes where was a very quiet party.

Wednesday 14^th

Very fine. We were all out a great deal,m it was such a warm wind.  I went to see Kemlo, who stuffed me with shortbread!!  We went to the Assembly under Mrs Mitchell’s chaperonage and enjoyed ourselves very much.

Thursday 15^th

Quite warm.  We were out a long time, first with Aleck, then Kate Leslie & then with Mamma.  As Pat & Kate were out at dinner I passed the evening with poor  MA and I never heard so much coughing in one house before.  I think they have all hooping cough. 

Friday 16^th

Fine.  Mamma Willie & I drove to the Bridge of Don and then to the pier.  Mrs Skene sent us a message to come to tea, as she would be much the better of us.  We went to a regular gathering of old maids, etc etc.  Willie was congratulated on her marriage, but took it so coolly that the rights of the case were evident. 

Saturday 17^th

Fine.  Wrote two letters to India.  The Ramsay called also Mrs Mitchell & the Farquharsons.  Poor Sir Thomas died yesterday at half pas one o’clock.  We have heard no particulars yet.  We had at dinner the Leslies Powis, Major Barns,  Dr. W. Williamson.  We had a number of excuses sent, but had a very pleasant little party. 

Sunday 18^th Feby

Fine.  We went to church twice .  The Infirmary caught fire and the Fever Ward was gutted but every one was saved, and removed to the Recovery House.  It is thought to have originated by the flues being overheated.  Dr. Forsyth made a most appropriate  allusion to the calamity which so nearly befel the city.

Monday 19^th

Fine spring day with showers.  Mamma, Willy and I went to call at Viewfield, Westfield, Seaton and to ask for Mrs James Forbes.  Lord James showd us his improvements by the house:  A garden well laid out in the French style with pretty grass terraces.  We three went to a gay party  at Miss Murray’s.  There were not enough of ladies.  Anne Pirie called & told us Mrs Michell has another little son.    I forgot to say that Willy got up at 7 o’clock, and had a long walk before breakfast!!  She was also dressed and in the drawing room before the cab came to take us to Miss Murray’s.  This is considered and one of the greatest events that ever took place in the family!!

Tuesday 20^th

Fine.  Kate Leslie Willie and I went for a nice long walk to the Pier where we sat looking at the blue sea for a long time.  Isabella and Sophie Forbes came to tea and we tried our luck with pan cakes and other devices, it being Shrove Tuesday.   Mag went to the Terrace. Al  dined at the W. Lumsdens.

 

Wednesday 21^st

Fine, cold.   We were out a little with Kate Leslie after lunch.  They had a small dinner party at the Terrace today after having put it off twice.  I did not go but stayed with Mama and read “Vanity Fair” for the first time.

Thursday 22^nd 

Cold bright day.  I was to have gone to Inchmarlo with our parents but was not quite well, so Maggie went with them at 9 o’clock.  Willie pratised the whole morning having taken a musical fit!  Mrs Alexander Leslie called to see our flowers.  We had a little walk with the Forbes Balgownie.  Kate Leslie came over to tea so three old maids had a regular ill-natured tea drinking!!  When Aleck came home we made him dacnce a gallop with each of us.  In fact we were rather wild!!

Friday 23^rd  Cold & a little snow.   Old Mrs Innes called and stayed an hour chatting busily.   Went out a little, read and practised.   They came in  from Inchmarlo to tea.  Papa says there were a great number at the funeral of poor Sir Thomas.  All the grounds at I are in the greatest possible mess & confusion from the draining & fallen trees.  We went to a very large gay party at Mrs Lumsden where we had good music, rooms, partners and supper!  The only fault was the heat!

Saturday 24^th

A sprinkling of snow.   I went early to the Invernans & made along call, then we two went to see Emma Forbes. Willy and I went in to tea with the Ramsays.

Sunday 25^th February 1849

Cold.  We went to our own church in the mo9rning and in the afternoon to hear Mr. Walker at St Paul’s whom we all liked very much indeed except his manner to strangers which is unpleasant to strangers.  Saw poor Jessie between sermons and the poor coughing Terrace people after.  Aleck not very well, came down to tea only.

Monday 26th

Cold. Willie went out with Mamma and I went with Kate.  Mag not well.  I made some calls went for a few minutes to Granton Lodge.  Wrote and practiced in the evening. 

Tuesday 27^th

Bitter cold.  I went out a little alon, met Mrs Hogarth who took me in to see her house & played on the piano for her.  We had the William Lumsdens, Duncan Forbes, Murrays & Miss Turner, Major Barns, capt Christie, aMr Carter and the two Ramsays to tea.  We had a good dinner, a little chat, a round game and a little music.  All away at half past 10. 

Wednesday 28^th February 1849

Wrote long letters. Willie went to teach Mary Lindsay to make wax flowers and I ran accross to spend the afternoon with the Bannermans.  We were very merry playing, singing and even dancing.

MARCH 1849

Thursday 1^st March 1849

Very fine.   Kate Leslie and I went out together a little and Willie and I had a long walk hunting for snowdrops which we cannot find so I have a plain ivy wreath for my hair, as my dress is ornamented with ivy.  We went to a delightful party at  (illegible)  which did not break up till about 1 o’clock.  I had a very diverting chat during a polka!

Friday 2^nd

Fine.  We were so tired we did not come down till 11 o’clock.  I went  to see the Inverernans for a long time.  Lady Hay & Caroline called as they leave for Leith Hall tomorrow.   Dr and Mrs Moir and the Rosses came to tea and Mary sang so very sweetly. 

Saturday 3r^d March

Lovely.  Emma and I had a nice walk up King Street road.  We discussed much light and serious matters. Kate Leslie and Willy walked to Elmfirled.   I called on the Ramsays.  We all went to a capital children’s party at the Lindsays which was most amusing.  There were more than 80 there.

Sunday, 4^th March 1849 

Fine.  We went twice to church.  I saw Jessie between sermons also all the poor children at the Terrace.  There have very sad accounts come from India of the war today.  93 Brith Officers killed and more than 2,000 troops.  How anxious every one must be till further news comes. 

Monday 5^th

Lovely spring day.  Mamma  Papa and Wille went to Seaton and stayed a long time seeing the children and the new improvements.  The number of Officers killed is rather exaggerated I hear today.  We had a short turn with Kate Forbes up the street.  Aleck went down to Buchan early today.

Tuesday 6^th

Fine.  Letter from our cousin William in India.  He has not been engaged as yet on the bloody work.  We called at Denmore and had a nice drive.  Christina & Mary dined with us.  We hear the General is not so well as before and is not making as much progress as the Doctors would like.  Aleck came home at night. 

Wednesday 7^th March

Cold bright day.  Nothing very particular happened. All the poor children at the Terrace are coughing violently.  Read Wood Leighto and Mar Anne also very unwell.

Thursday 8^th

Snowed in the morning heavily but cleared.  I went in the afternoon and sat with Helen Tawse.  Mr James Hay called & sat a long time.  Mrs Mitchell sent me a note begging me to dine there as she had several refusals.  It was unusually stupid,  I should have had on a turban!  The poor General is not any better.

Friday 9^th

Snowy.   Kate Leslie left for Westhill at last, after speaking about it for 6 weeks!!  The Ramsays also went home for the winter.  Aleck, Willie & I went to Powis in the evening.  We had some very delightful music!!

Saturday 10^th

Thawing.  I spent all the morning at the Terrace with the poor barking children.  We had the Miss Stills and Tawses to Tea. It went off very successfully & we think they enjoyed it.

Sunday 11^th March 1849

Wet.  We went twice to church and I went over & took up my abode at the Terrace afterwards. 

Monday 12^th

Fine.  Read all the morning to the bairns.  Made some calls and did some shopping.  We sat up till Pat came back from the theatre having a nice little supper. 

Tuesday 13^th

Gloomy.  Children rather better. We sat in JA’s bedroom which is very hot!!  Mamma & Willie came to call upon us.  Nothing happened worth writing down but that the mice overran the house!

Wednesday  14^th March

I forgot to say on Monday that we heard from Kate of her safe arrival with all her children from Bombay & exactly reached Cheltenham that day 5 weeks from the time they started.  All well, but feeling the cold.  I came across home for an hour in the afternoon and enjoyed it very much. 

Thursday 15^th March 16

Very fine.  Heard of Louisa Forbes marriage to Capt Urquhart.  It was only arranged today and is to take place this day fortnight as they must leave so son for Canada!  They will really make a very nice couple.  We had the seaton party and Mr & Mrs D Forbes & a Mrs nicol at dinner. 

Friday 16^th

Still finer!   Aleck went to a party at the Burns’ last night & gave us such a fright when he came home as we thought some people were in the house!   I took Miss Sill for a walk by the river. Fanny was allowed to go out.  Foveran was very amusing & in great form. We had some excellent music. 

Saturday 17^th

Thick mist.  We bought a nice new carriage horse which has been ridden by a lady (Miss Douglass of Glenferness,  an old friend of ours).  Papa spent the dat at Seaton.  The children had a cooking of candied sugar at night.  Mary Anne,  Miss Johnston and I lunched at Mrs Millers.

Sunday March 18^th 2012

Very lovely day.  Yesterday was Papa’s 76^th birthday.;  we never saw him in better health@  oh may it last.  We went twice to church.  Pat & MA read to the children in the evening.  Poor old Lady Burnett, Crathes, died today.

Monday March 19^th

Fine but misty.  Not living at our ownhouse, I omit things in my journal.  Mamma had a letter on Saturday from Christina Innes announcing her marriage to Capt Charles Gordon.  I do hope she will be happy, but it is a pity to be 14 or 15 years older than one’s husband! She is an amiable, very clever, superior person.  Pat left this morning for London.  Mamma, Willy & went out in the carriage to Westfield, etc etc. 

Tuesday 20^th

Very warm day.   Every thing is budding very quickly.  Made several calls and then had a nice walk with Willy & had a turn with the Inverernans.  I treated the children at tea time as I have them tomorrow. 

Wednesday 21^st

Cold mist.  Miss Christine Forbes Old Aberdeen called and sat a long time.  Nothing very particular happened.

Thursday 22^nd

Misty.   Papa, Mamma and Willy started for Inchmarlo at half past 11 o’clock and aFanny and I started for Warthill at one and arrived there at half past 5.  We met Mrs Leslie at Kintore where she waited till the horses rested and then we parted.  Kate and I had a desperate talk in my room at night.

Friday 23^rd

Cold.  James Leith called and mentioned that they had very good accounts of their brother Digbey who had been so severely wounded at Mooltan.   We took a short walk and saw all the new improvements.  Mr Lumsden Pitcaple called. A repletion of the evening before. Our confabulation was longer and more interesting than even last night!

Saturday 24^th

Very cold. Did not go out at all but had a polka in the new room after lunch.  The Drumrossie couple came down to dinner and Mr Lumsden also came and stayed all night.  Mrs W. Leslie played beautifully.

Sunday 25^th 

Cold, cloudy. We all went to chapel and after lunch we had a nice long walk.  I fell fast asleep in my room before dinner. William read aloud at night. 

Monday 26^th

Fine.  The Drumrossie party went home after breakfast.  Kate & I walked in the afternoon to Freefield where we made a long call & saw the garden.  The little Dalrymples were there and Bobby who is a great oddity, sang to us.  James Leith walked home with us.  We were just in time for dinner.  I had a long newsy letter from Willie. 

Tuesday 27^th

Very disagreeable & showery .  Kate & I exercised after breakfast in the new room. We then went to Drumrossie to an early dinner and remained all night.  Mrs. W. Leslie plays most splendidly.  It was a great rret to me to hear her.  Kate & I had our usual very sensible chat at night. 

Wednesday 28^th March

Rain, snow, mist!  I saw some of the splendid presents given to Mrs Leslie at her marriage. We left Drumrossie at 12 and after an early dinner at Warthill I was driven down to meet the Coach and came home about 7 o’clock.  My fellow passengers were Sir James Innes Edingicht & Mr. William Hogarth.  We heard that the poor General was worse today.  At home again! 

Thursday 29^th

Very gloomy.  I went to the Terrace after breakfast and was sorry to find Jane Annie so poorly.  I had several commissions for the Leslies.  Louisa Forbes was married today and I am told it was a very merry affair indeed.  We had the old Marquis of Huntly at dinner and Miss Johnstone, but unfortunately Willie & I were obliged to keep an engagement.

Friday 30^th

Wetish. We 4 ladies went out for a drive to the bridge of Don in a very sociable manner and laughed a great deal at some remarks of Mama’s.  Many people called in our absence whom we were not sorry to miss.  Kate Forbes came down to tea with us as the other two were at Migvie with the poor bereaved Forbes.  They came in at half past 9, stayed an hour & took Kate home. We were glad to hear they were all pretty well but oh what a blank the loss of a father such as theirs must make.  How nearly we lost ours two years ago!  But God saw fit to spare him to us for which we ought to be most thankful!

Saturday 31^st March 1849

Fine but cold.  Poor Jane Annie was sounwell that we were alarmed at the fever being so high.  Mamma took the Lindsays to call with her at Wateron.  Willie & I went to say good bye to Miss Johnstone and Anna B told us it was at last fixed she is to sail next week for England.  She will be married at Bath to Mr now Capt Adams and start for India after.  She has been engaged for three years or more and I am quite glad she will at last be married, tho her trials are but beginning for when has she the prospect of a settled home?  Mrs Leslie came to tea.

APRIL 1849

Sunday, 1^st April 1849

Wet.  We all went to church and had two excellent sermons alluding particularly to the near approach of the Sacrament.  Jane Annie is pronounced better, but when Pat came home last night Dr Kilgour was sent for and he ordered  a blister on the chest as her cough proceeds so much from that now and not hooping cough.  I trust it is nothing very serious.

Monday 2^nd

Cloudy.  We started for Inchmarlo in the morning , put Papa down at the church then called at Arbeadie for a few minutes and Willie & I spent the day roaming about the house & grounds working hard within and lamenting without the downfall of so many of our finest trees by the hurricane in December last.  Wrote up my journal in the afternoon from 26^th March to this date and am now finishing off the day’s work  in the yellow room where Willie & I are preparing for a good snore.  Long may we enjoy it!!!!  (I don’t mean to be lazy in the morning exactly, tho it looks rather like it)

Tuesday 3^rd April

Wet.  Could not go even to see how the garden grows.  We two set out to work to arrange newspapers, the collection of years!  No pleasant task. We started at 3o.clock and got in to dinner.  We were told of a few more marriages in prospect. There seems to be a regular clearing of all the remnants, the old maids the plain are going at a great sacrifice.  A select few are left to come on at a brighter season!  I cannot take up room writing so many are the odd individuals who are courting matrimony.  Jane Annie we are told is rather better, but so weak.   

Wednesday 4^th

The wettest of all!   It was our fast day.  We went twice to Church & between sermons I sat with poor little Jessy Johnstone who has been so ill & still suffers so much from her leg.  The Rosses called for her too.  I read a part of Kate’s journal in India.  In the evening Al read aloud. 

Thursday 5^th

Fine in the morning only.  I had an early walk & afterwards called on the Inverernans. We spent an hour or two with Anna Bannerman in the afternoon as she is to go on Saturday.  I went to see dear JA for half an hour.  She is really getting better now, tho still weak.  We sent our little presents to Anna in the evening. 

Friday 6^th April . Good Friday

Raw cold day.  Yesterday I forgot to say the dear old General was buried at Strathdon.  Pat went all the way as it would have been too much for Papa.  We were out a little, but it made my throat much worse.  Wrote a number of letters.  Heard from Kate who says poor Duncan has not been well, but is rather better. 

Saturday 7^th

Gloomy, cold.  They all went to church but me as I have a sore throat.  Anna B came about 3 to bid us goodbye.  She is in the highest spirits.  I could not help being sorry to say adieu.  JA is really much better now.  After tea Willy & I put on our bonnets and ran across to see Anna once more but after all our leave takings, ther steamer could not sail out for the high sea, so she passed Sunday at home. 

Sunday 8^th April 1849

Dry but cold.  We all went down early to church and were at the first tbale for the Sacrament.  I went for a few minutes to Jessy’s & then returned to Church.  After coming out Willy & I went in to the East church & heard a part of Dr Macintosh’s address.  We went back in the evening.  Willy with Pat to the east, and I with Aleck to the west where we had an excellent sermon from Mr Bowers on Psalm 19^th 1^st & 2^nd.  We went early to our room s for reading. 

Monday 9^th

Fine but very cold.  Mag’s birthday. We went to church. Dr Paul preached. We afterwards intended going to the pier to see the Bannermans off, but wily & I lost each othere and did not meet till too late.  I had a turn with the Inverernans, called on Jessy & poor Mary Lindsay who was very unhappy.  I had a very nice note from poor Emma in answer to mine tonight.  She wishes us to come and see her soon.

Tuesday 10^th April

Colder but finer.  We were tyring to choose a new dining room carpet for Inchmarol & have ordered a red one. We all went out in the carriage & called at Elmfield, Don Cottage, Powis and on Miss Christine Forbes Old Aberdeen, where May & Willie spent a long time while we went to the Cottage.  She showed them how to do the new cut leather work.  Mrs Skene called and asked us to go up to tea, which we did and there was a small chatty party. 

Wednesday 11^th

Cold!!   We went early to see the Forbes Migvie but missed them. We then went to call at Granton Lodge & were asked to go tomorrow to make wax flowers with them.  I made a long call on June Hogarth before dinner  Mrs M’Gregor came to tea. 

Thursday 12^th

Cold.  Willie went after breakfast to the Rosses tomake flowers and I followed at 12 o’clock.  We afterwards called at the Burns and Donelans & meant to go & hunt for a present for Christina Innes but it rained so we went to Migvie and sat an hour with the dear girls.  Aleck and I dined at Mrs Watsons in her handsome house & handsome entertainment. 

Friday 13^th April

Bright & cold.  The 19 days in which it was predicted we should have bad weather have expired so we hope for warm weather now.  We went with Mamma to Seaton and took Kate Forbes with us.  They are making great improvement there and a garden of the time Louis 14^th.  The drawing rooms have been beautifully painted in fresco on the roof and everything is in the best taste very handsome and chaste.  William Leslie came into town for Mrs Leslie & Duncan & Kate who have gone with them.  There was a horrible murder taken place in the Garioch of an old poor but highly respectable woman by a young man who came down the lum & then strangled her.  The policemen had taken his stick from him in the morning for striking his father and he left it in the poor woman’s house at night.  He had no apparent motive as she had no money. 

Saturday 14^th

Fine, cold.  Aleck went to Alford but returned at night.  He rode in very quickly his horse is so fleet. Willie & I called for Maggie Moir and offered to take her with us to Balgownie.  Tatty Moir was sitting with the solitary Emmeline.  We chatted & laughed a long time   we then went to Denmore and had a great deal of fun.  It was late when we came home.  Mary Anne & Pat dined here. 

Sunday 15^th April 1849

Dry but cold.  Went twice to church & had a particularly good sermon in the afternoon.  Called on poor Jessy who is not any better.   Read aloud at night as usual. 

Monday 16^th

Stormy & sunny by turns.  Busy arranging things in the morning. Mamma & Willie went off to Inchmarlo at 9 o’clock. I shall miss them much so must employ myself very busily.  I went up to see Kate Forbes as she leaves for Edinburgh tomorrow.  May took tea there and I had a tete a tete with Layard at Nineveh! Which I enjoyed exceedingly.  Little Gudin is very ill.

Tuesday 17^th

Very stormy with drifting snow.  I wrote a long letter to Duncan also to Willie.  I went to one of Mrs Browning’s concerts.  Her pupils really sing & play vry well.  A Miss Lyall has a splendid voice & great flexibility.  I went with Mrs Williamson & came back with the Miss Keiths.

Wednesday 18^th April

Fine above but the street a sea.   I called the Lindsays then went out with Mag. Mrs Col. Gordon called.  I went to see baby and for Jessy both unwell.  I had letters from Anna & Kate Bannerman.  Anna was married yesterday and is to sail tomorrow for India with the regt.  I also heard of Kate and Bell Forbes’ safe arrival after a short but very rough voyage from Fanny Farquharson and I had a long account of Mamma’s & Willie’s exploits from herself.  They had gone to Raemoir yesterday and were most warmly received & thanked for their visit.  Poor Christina begins to feel her leaving home very much.  Mamma had a note from her afterwards thanking her for her present most sincerely.  

Thursday 19^th

Snow showers all day.  We did not get out. We dispatched Papa alone to Inchmarlo as MA does not like leaving baby & as JA is so well now, it is not so necessary to move in the dreadful weather.  Mag & I went to the dullest of all dull parties at Powis.  Music the whole time sans intermission.  M. De Castro was there with his guitar.  We had a delightful letter from dear Duncan   I wrote some long letters.

Friday 20^th

Some sun and snow alternately.  Wrote letters all the morning.  I went out late in the afternoon with Mary Lindsay who was in better spirits than I expected.   Mag and I went up to tea at Granton Lodge and Aleck came for us.

Saturday 21^st

Fine  cold.  I went to see Emma & sat an hour & a half.  I then  called on Kemlo & at the Terrace where I found Major James Gammell & he walked home with me.  They all returned from Inchmarlo to dinner.  They had only been out once while there.

Sunday 23^rd April 1849

Dry, cold.    We went to church twice.  The Gudin baby has been very unwell but is thought out of danger.  Aleck walked to Waterton and staid dinner.  He brought  a number of violets back with him.  Reading aloud as usual.

Monday 23^rd

Wet. Did not go out.  The Bannermans came home again.  They sent us a large bit of bride’s cake.  After dinner we reserved a bit to dream on.  We three took tea with Mrs. Harvey.

Tuesday 24^th April

Fine.  We went out a little shopping.  Mamma, Mag and Mary Anne had a drive together.  In the evening I had a walk with the Forbes Migvie and had a long chat.  We have been doing using the small drawing room as the dining as it is being cleaned.  The Miss Stills and the Miss Haddens called here.  We with MA’s assistance eat the most amazing quantity of Banchory loaf!  Kemlo came up at night to see us.  I was in such a fright thinking I had lost a letter of Mary Anne’s to Lady James Hay.

Wednesday 25^th

Very fine.  Mamma went to Kingcausie & took Jane Anne out for the first time.  Charlotte Pirie called & asked us to drive to Waterton tomorrow.   Aleck Willie & I went to de Castro’s concert.  The music was not very fine but I am glad for the poor man’s sake it was well attended.  This is Anna Thurburn’s wedding day.

Thursday 26^th

Fine.  Christina Innes’ wedding day. We, viz Papa, Mamma, Willy & I went to Waterton and walked up to see the handsome new house that Aleck Pirie is building.  I have a dreadful cold. Willie took tea with Mary Anne.

Friday 27^th

Very fine.  I was in bed nearly all day most uncomfortable with feverish influenza.  We received Capt & Mrs Charles Gordon’s cards and a large slice of bridescake which was rather stale.  The Inverernans came to tea and gave some account of the wedding which they heard from the Haddens. Every one says Mamma’s present was much admired.  It certainly was a beautiful & chaste contrivance (for holding pot pourri0.

Saturday 28^th April

Fine warm day.  Maggie also nearly as ill as I am.  I foolishly came down stairs in the evening when I was ot fit for it.  Mamma, Mary Anne etc went for a drive to the pier.  I had a nice note from E. Forbes and in return sent a bit of bride’s cake.  Willie took an evening walk and then went to the Terrace to see the Miss Glennies who were there at tea.

Sunday 29^th May 1849

Fine.  Dear Mamma’s birthday who is 63 today & also her dear little nae daughter’s birthday,  Frances Mary who is just two years old.  Mamma sent her a little pair5 of stockings of her own work.  I hope dear Duncan will be home next year to drink his Mother’s and daughter’s health here and all well.  They went to church.  I came down in time for evening reading!

Monday, 30^th

Fine.  Stayed in my room all day  Emma came to see us in the evening after her walk with Willie and she then made herself generally useful by dressing Wily to go to Mrs Donelan’s where there was a pleasant little party viz Ballogies, Lieut H. Hays, Honble Mr Petrie ( a friend of Will’s!) the Burns and some officers, etc.  Mamma took a drive to the two bridges.  Received Anna Thurburn’s now Mrs Osbourne Maclaine’s wedding cards. 

MAY

Tuesday 1^st May 1849

Fine.  As I get better Mag gets worse.  This was the day Miss Garioch of Heathcot was buried, which our gents went to.  I began to read ‘Margaret Capel’ recommended by Emma which I like much.  Willie & Aleck went to a funny party which we were much diverted at being invited to!  Strictly musical.

Wednesday 2^nd May

Misty.  Mag in bed today.  Mamma and Willie went to seaton and stayed a long time.  They were so delighted with the Gudin children.  Little Bessy is so pretty and interesting.  I received a quantity of delicious biscuits from my cousin Gordon Pirie.  We had an invitation to the wedding party to come off in the evening after Dr. Ogilvies marriage to Miss Cordiner on the 10^th so we have put off going to Inchmarlo for a few days in consequence.  Mary Anne came to tea here.  We looked and consulted on the propriety of buying a pair of carriage horses that belong to a Mr. Jopp – not decided. 

Thursday 3^rd

Very fine indeed.  We first had Miss Muray, Miss Myles calling and then Louisa Farquharson, Emmeline Forbes & Tatty Moir, Miss Hogarth Mrs Bannerman & Kate and then Kate Leslie for 5 minutes before starting for Warthill and having only been three hours in town and after her Miss Farquarson so that is pretty well for one day!   The Farquharsons were inviting us there for tomorrow.  I was obliged to go to a musical party at Mrs Thomsons as Willie has to go to Mrs C. Lumsden’s and I was very tired of the noise.  They had a pleasant little evening party at the Lumsdens.

Friday 4^th May

Fine, but east wind.  I went out a little in the afternoon. We got some money for the Institution of a home for Factory girls which we are now collecting for.  Miss Ross, Mrs Innes and the Inverernans called.  We had at dinner Mr & Mrs Skene, Mr. & Mrs Gibson, Miss Robertson, Mr. Duf,  Mr Donelan, Mr Gordon and Mr Carlyon of 1^st Royal a cousin of Julia Young’s husband.  Aleck & Willy, Mr Donelan and Mr Carlyon left us for the Ballogies which was a pleasant party, given principally on Mr Petrie’s account.

Saturday 5^th

Bright day.  Willie was the only one well enough to go out.  Emma came to see me in the afternoon.  Aleck & Willie dined at the Duncan Forbes;  Miss Till, Fanny and Katie came accross to tea here.

Sunday 6^th May 1849

Fine but east wind.  Mag &  did not go to church but the others did. I do not like being unable to go to church on Sunday as it is so very difficult without help to employ the mind profitably.

Monday 7^th

Fine with the exception of east wind.   Made several calls in the carriage with Mamma, viz Westfield, Union Grove, etc etc.  Willie and I also made a round of calls to say goodbye.   We found Mrs Donelan, who was most affectionate, as she may have left Aberdeen before we come back.  The Burns, Clement Lumsdens, etc all at home.  Mrs M’Grecor came to tea and poured out her sorrows to us. Miss Till & Fanny & Katie spent the whole day with us.

Tuesday 8^th

Fine.  More call making.  Mrs D. Forbes, Mrs Milne, Miss Forbes echt, etc etc.  Mrs Carmichael called on us. The Inverernans came to tea as they leave for Inverernan on Thursday.  Pat came back from Warthill.

Wednesday 9^th

Fine.  Little Charlie Call came to see us. Made calls on Jessy and old Thomas, Mrs Skene who asked us to tea as the Donners are with her, but as Katie Bannerman was coming to us, we could not go.  Katie told us all about Anna’s wedding again.  Aleck started (riding) for Strathdon.

Thursday 10^th May

Busy packing all the morning.  We watched the Ogilvie wedding party.  Called on the Lindsays and at some dressmakers to give an order for adorning me with a new summer cloak!   We went to the Ogilvies ball which ought to have been more spirited, as it had all the ingredients!!

Friday 11^th

Fine.  After a busy morning and paying a last visit to Migvie House, we started for Inchmarlo where we arrived to tea.  I forgot to say we also called on the Ogilvies.  Every thing is beginning to look green & fresh but it is rather backward & much in want of rain.

Saturday 12^th

Fine. We went for an exploring expedition among the flowrs and hot beds, also at the farm. We have a good many things to arrange in the house which is being thoroughly cleaned, which doubtless will hereafter add to our comfort, tho far from pleasant now.  A little rain in the evening.

Sunday 13^th May 1849

Fine mild day.  We were glad to hear Mr Hutchinson again.  He explained  the 1^st Chap ?Eph very interestingly and gave a beautiful sermon on the regulation of the heart for prayer.  We found Aleck at home on our return having come down from Abhoyne. We took a little walk  by the back folds & saw the sad devastation of the hurricane in December last.

Monday 14^th

A mild rain.   Aleck left early.  Nothing very particular took place.  I received wedding cards of a Mr & Mrs Sparrow from Liverpool, I fancy from some of my old schoolfellows.  Read Layard in the evening.  Papa called for Sir Alexander at Crathers.

Tuesday 15^th

Gloomy.  Mag & Willie washed all the Alabaster vases & figures.  Mr. Hutchieson called and then the Ramsays whom I took to the garden.  Jessy at the Lodge got a beautiful little boy this morning.

Wednesday 16^th May 16

Wet. We had a man from Aberdeen to cover afresh some of the drawing room chairs.  The new red carpet was put down in the dining room and it looks so warm & lady like.  Layard & Macauley our companions in the evening.  We have been sitting a good deal in the library.

Thursday, 17^th May 17

Fine, warm & thunder looking.   We all went out together after lunch.    Dr Thom called yesterday.  Got into the dining room & drawing room which we were busy arranging.

Friday 18^th

Cold wind.  I had a letter from Fanny Farquharson telling me her brother is to be married to the Honble Miss Clara Brownlow, sister of Lord Lurgan.  It gives them all great satisfaction. She is just 20 and very pretty and of an amiable pious disposition.  I wrote to Mary Anne & fanny F in the morning.  We had a letter from Aleck telling us what he is about all alone. We called at Tough & Dee Bank and hunted about for a damsel in the village for an underservant. Capt B Ramsay brought us a grilse.

Saturday 19^th 

Fine.  Aleck writes he saw a cast of the murderer Rushe’s head which has bad qualities developed in a great degree. We three went to call at Arbeadie. Eliza was unwell.  We took a turn in the Garden and Jane game some beautiful flowers. It was very cold in the evening.

Sunday 20^th May 1849

Bitterly cold.  We all went to church.  Mr Hutchieson continues the exposition of Eph.  He chose his text from the same chap 2^nd and 12^th ‘Without God in the World’.  It was a very beautiful sermon.  We read a very good sermon aloud at night.  It was a small misty rain at night.

Monday 21^st 

Very fine with a breeze.  Capt Ramsay & Jane called.  Jane stayed and went with us for a walk to Cairnton to see the new improvements to the cottage.  She brought some lovely sweet flowrs, jonquilles, & lily of the valley.  Mrs John Blaikie who has been in lodgings at Banchory called & was driven home by Jane when the ponies returned for her here.  Papa & I went down to the cottage by the river after tea & were caught in the rain. Read some of Sir Walter’s delightful books at night.

Tuesday 22^nd

Wet.  This is the day that poor James Burnett was to be hanged  at Aberdeen for poisoning his wife.  I am glad we are here!  It cleared up and was very fine in the afternoon.  We went to see the Davy’s and Hendersons.  Willie and I went in the carriage after dinner to meet Pat;  and were astonished and very glad to find that Mary Anne had come out also.  I went to see Mrs Bell about a servant.  Mr Beattye the Land Surveyor came down the country to inspect all the new improvements.  The house is now in excellent order and our preparations  in the nursery department nearly completed.

Wednesday 23^rd

Fine.  We talked very fast all the morning tillluncheon after which we went down with Pat & Mr Beattye and marked off a new entrance to the old west approach as it is so awkward for carriages. If Papa agrees to it, it will be a great improvement.  After tea all went off to Aberdeen except Willie & I who went for a walk by the river.  It was a very warm evening. Wrote & read at night.  William Garrow the Overseer has thought proper to be away two whole days at markets for servants without telling Papa his intentions and Mrs Beattye come here principally to see William on farming business.

Thursday 24^th

Fine.  Willie and I went to Banchory and then to call on the Moirs Denmore who have come to Bridge of Feugh for change of air for Mary anne.  They were at dinner so we did not see them.  We met Mrs Young as we were going to see her, so we had no rest til we got home to our early dinner very tired indeed with our walk.  We had a hundred little things to do in the house & the servants are as anxious to do them nicely as we are.  Craig is in such a bastie of excitement.

Friday 25^th

Very fine.  We have indeed worked wonders in a short time!! We were too busy to go out, so directed every thing very nicely.  Mary’s room (maid) is now papered & a nice little bed put in it.  No one would know it to be the old pantry!  The old dining-room carpet, renewed, now graces the library. In face every thing was in the best order by the time they arrived to tea and we received grateful thanks mingled with delighted astonishment.  I forgot to say the Ramsays looked in upon us for a moment, and gave us some lozenges!

Saturday 26^th

Lovely day.  Willie & I sauntered out a little  before dinner and after tea we all went down to the river walks.  Mrs Kinloch of Park called.  We were so sorry to part with Jane at the Farm today. She has been with us nearly 6 years. A fine-looking old Cook came last night, as our last one was too delicate for the work.  Papa was in such good spirits & was quite merry, which shows he is well.  Long may it continue.

Sunday 27^th May 1849

Fine. We all went to Church Eph 3^rd was the chapter explained.  Capt & Mrs Chas Gordon were at church.  Mrs Innes has not yet come back from Malvern but Mr Innes is alone at Raemoir.  Mrs Gordon does not look any younger.  Willie & I went up to the School in the evening. We read aloud as usual.

Monday  28^th

Very hot.  Some more new people came to us.  We generally go to the river in the evening.  Mamma and Mag went to Banchory Lodge and then to Crathes, they found all at home but Miss Burnett was not able to see them at Crathes so they only had a chat with Sir Alexander.  He, poor man, has felt his brother and mother’s death much.

Tuesday 29^th 

Very hot.  We all went down to Arbeadie but missed them. Then went to the Manse & saw Mrs Ha and baby. A few of us then went to the Moirs again were at dinner.  Do they always dine!   Papa called on Mr Macrae and we were then picked up by the carriage party.  Mrs Young & Keith called.

Wednesday 30^th

Fine & hot.  Capt Burnett Ramsay called on to his way to Aboyne with a note from Jeannie offering to come to tea.  We went up to enquire for a broken arm which belongs to Mrs Forbes Woodend and then went on to see Donald M’donald at Sluie.  The Ramsays came and we had a nice walk and chat.  They admired our river walk so much.

Thursday 31^st May 1849

Fine but windy.  Kate Leslies and my invitation crossed each other.  We had the carriage opened and they went to call on Mrs. Chas Gordon at Raemoir.  Mrs Innes has come back.  Papa Willie and I walked nearly to Cairnton in the evening but they turned in charity to me who had put on a beautiful pair of new old fashioned brogues, which were so strong as to hurt my feet!!

 

JUNE 1849

Friday 1^st June 25

Splendid day.  Another letter from Kate begging us to go there on Tuesday. Accepted.  Willie and I went to dinner in Aberdeen as we had several things to do.  We went out after dinner.  Mary Anne was taking tea at Mrs Innes, so we called there for her at  night & walked home with her.  We hear it is quite true that Louisa Farquarson is to marry the exquisite Dr. Barron!   I shall hereafter doubt nothing that is not strictly supernatural!  This is the wedding day of Mr A Roberson of Balgownie to Miss Davidson of Cantray!  He is 54 and she is 19.  The difference is on the other side in L.F.’s case!!

Saturday 2^nd

Fine.  We were busy all the morning & Mrs Ross made a fearfully long call and took up our time.  We started at 4 o’clock bringing Aleck and Mr Murray with us.  The latter on business. We had Mr Tindal from Stonehaven at dinner.  Papa having brought him up from the road visiting at Banchory.  Mag called at Banchory Lodge & Arbeadie.

Sunday 3^rd June 1849

Fine. As Mr Hutchieson had to preach at Midmar for Mr Cook (who has gone to the General Assembly) we had not service till he returned at 4 o’clock.  Dined at half past 6 and Aleck & Mr Murray returned to Aberdeen per mail at 8 o’clock.  Willie read aloud at night.

Monday 4^th

Fine breezy day, much in want of rain.  We have collected for the “Home for Factory Girls” for which we were collected $4.14 which is just from a few of our neighbours.  Wehen we were at luncheon the two Ramsays came with an invitation from their brother to go down with them to see him & Major Eaton fishing at Cairnton.  We went over and spread a nice little dinner in one of the new rooms there and then went to see them fishing.  Capt Burnett Ramsay was unsuccessful, in spite of all his efforts.  I went in the evening  by the rive with Papa.  Capt & Mrs Charles Gordon called.

Tuesday 5^th

Lovely morning, but thunder showers all the day. Willie and I started in a deluge on our journey to Warthill.  We rested at Kintore, sand and worked in the carriage. All the time.  We arrived to tea.  Besides the family party, there were Mrs Robinson & Caroline but they returned to Drumrossie at night.  Mary Anne is also there.

Wednesday 6^th

Fine.  Mr George Fairholm, a friend of Walter’s arrived after breakfast.  We all went out together after luncheon.  The whole party from this and Drumrossie went to Rothie to dinner – a little family party of 13.  We as usual had a sumptuous entertainment there.  We had a lovely drive home at night.

Thursday 7^th

Fine.  Mr Wilmot Holland arrived to breakfast. All us young people went to spend the day at Fyvie Castle .  I never saw such a noble place in my life.  Every thing is in such perfect keeping and so appropriate to every part of it.  The whole appearance from without is so admirable and the view from the lake is very fine indeed.   We came home in time to dress for a heavy tea (having had a merry little dinner in the library at Fyvie) and the Pitcaple party including the Farquharsons of Ballogie came to tea and we danced merrily in the new room.

Friday 8^th

Fine but windy.  We went out shooting after breakfast and after lunch the gentlemen having erected leaping bars took their horses to make them jump and we stood laughing at their awkward attempts for the beasts would only run round!   Sir James & Lady Elphinstone and Sir John Maxwell dined.  We danced a great deal at night and then wrote “consequences”.

Saturday 9^th

Fine but cold    We all started after breakfast for Drumrossie going round by Logie where we put up half an hour and walked about.  The grounds are so very pretty and it is nearly as loveable a place as our own dear home at Inchmarlo!!!  The garden is very sweet & ther is a lovely den walk on the banks of the Ury.  We then went to Westhall where we had no time to stay & then arrived just in time for the early dinner at Drumrossie.  All of us young people went off to the top of Dunnydeer and got up most actively in spite of the high wind.  We had a merry half hour on the top, principally drinking Indian Ale and then throwing  stones at the bottles.   A very intellectual and lady like amusement!  We rand own in a chain of hands,  but unless one is very surefooted, a summerset is not unlikely to prove the consequence of such a proceeding.  We came home to Warthill in the evening.  I forgot to say Pat arrived to breakfast this morning.

Sunday 10^th June 1849

Cold and showery.  We went to church and then after an early dinner had a walk.  Tom and I wandered off together and were caught in the rain.  Tom read a beautiful sermon in a very pleasant manner in the evening.  Mary Anne Kate and us sat in our room chatting just before tea.

Monday 11^th

Uncertain and very cold.  It was all arranged that we were to have made a party to ascend Benachie but it looked so ill that we preferred a comfortable drawing room to the risk of a dunking.  We were to have joined the Pitcaple party and returned them with them to tea there.  We however spent a most agreeable morning at home. Some making wax flowers.  Mr Fairhome, whom we all like very much, cutting out our likenesses most cleverly in paper and I playing & singing.  Caroline Robinson and William came down to dinner after which we all went out and a very merry walk.  Two Mr Cushnies came to breakfast this morning.  Mary Anne, Pat and Wilmot Holland went away per coach.    We gave  the two Australians a dancing lesson in the evening and I never laughed more at all our attempts at acting, ballet , dancing, operatic recitative etc etc.  I am quite sorry we go away tomorrow for we are enjoying ourselves so much.  Mr Clark, Jamie’s Partner, has been at Inchmarlo on business, for a day or two, in our absence.

Tuesday 12^th

Cold & bright.  We bid adieu most unwillingly to most of our kind and pleasant friends at Warthill after breakfast, and went to Drumrossie, accompanied by Kate and Caroline and Tom riding.  We remained tghere till 43 o’clock and were introduced to Mrs W. Leslie’s brther James who had just arrived.  We took our final leave and came home by Castle Forbes (where we delivered a message of Mr Fairholme’s to his cousins there) and after resting an hour at Whielay crossed the hills and got home at 8 o’clock.  We narrated all oiur doings to our fond and affectionate relatives and went to bed to dream of our pleasant visit and perhaps wish ourselves back for another week.

Wednesday 13^th

Chilly.  Unpacked our traps & made some further arrangements for Kate and her children whom we expect to arrive from Cheltenham tomorrow.  Mrs Innes and Mrs T Innes called in the afternoon.  Mary Anne & Jane Anne came out in the evening as they wish to meet Kate here tomorrow.

Thursday 14^th June

Fine.  Went to the garden for flowers after breakfast;  dined early and began to expect Kate at 5 o’clock.  She and her three darlings came here by half past six.  Of course they were all very tired.  Dear Kate is very little changed since she left for India 6 years and a half ago.  Minny, Fanny and Lucy are fair pale little creatures and Minny is very frisky and not in the least shy.  They have unfortunately all got hooping cough, not very severe as yet.

Friday 15^th

Fine.  They are all feeling strange to us yet and are not well.  Kate has rheumatism in her face.  Jane Annie is so nice and genetle with them and is a great favourite.  They are fretful from being ill.  Minny and Grandpapa are great friends.

Saturday 16^th

Cold.  Miss Young and Mrs Norrice called also the Col Gordons.  The poor little things are still strange in their new home.  We all wrote our impressions to Duncan who will be most anxious to hear them.  MA and JA went  in by the evening coach to Aberdeen.  I wrote to Aleck who is at Warthill.

Sunday 17^th June 1849

Coolish.  We all went to Church except Kate whose face is still troublesome.  We sent for the Doctor in the afternoon to see the children.  I had a short walk alone & then sat in the little drawing room.  Willie read aloud at night. 

Monday 18^th

Cold.  Heard from Kate Leslie that they will come to us on 25^th.  As we dine early at present we did not set out for our drive till 5 o’clock.  Did some shopping in Banchory and enquired for Eliza Ramsay who is unwell.  Kate & I sat in the morning room at night.  She told me the particulars of poor little Dunny’s death.  Papa collected the rents today.  Sir Alex and Mr,. Burnett called n their way home from Cairnton.

Tuesday 19^th June

Poured with rain till 2 o’clock.  I went alone to the cottage in the afternoon and, after tea, we three went round by Glencommon.  The children have decided hooping cough, tho not very severe.

Wed   20^th 

Uncomfortably damp.  Writing letters all the morning.  Nothing particular happened except that Mag and Willie went into Aberdeen to transact the term business and Kate and I took a little walk.

Thursday 21^st

Finer. We just went on quietly.  I always miss Willlie much when she is absent.  What should I do if deprived of her company!

Friday 22^nd

Poured in the afternoon, so the girls did ot come back.  I received a number of letters today  Every thing is so backward from the cold & rainy state of the weather.

Saturday 23^rd

Fine.  Jane Ramsay came to call for Kate.  Eliza is still very poorly indeed. The girls came home to tea, but without Aleck who is still detained by business.

Sunday 24^th  June 1849

Very fine.  We all went to church and had a splendid sermon.  Dear little Duncan and I went and sat by the river in the afternoon.  He came out with the girls yesterday.  Willie and I afterwards went up to the school where Mr Hutchieson gave a lecture on a question in the shorter catechism.  I hope I may long remember his exhortation to study with our whole hearts, the scriptures, as our rule in everything.

Monday 25^th

Cold bleak day. Gathered flowers but did not go out much.  Our party from Warthill viz Walter, Kate and Tom Leslie and Mr & Mrs Caroline Robinson arrived about 6 o’clock, having of course lost their way!”   We had rather a stupid evening, on the whole, none of our brothers being here!  We danced and had games, etc etc.

Tuesday 26^th June

Fine. We went down to  the river to see the gents fishing with the bale assistance of frank Bell.  After lunch a party of us went to call at Raemoir.  They had only just come back from Aberdeen but took ‘the strangers’ through the garden and were very kind.   Then we came home found that Jamie had arrived and he is to stay for some time.  Capt B Ramsay and Jane & Major Eaton dined here.  We had a repetition of last night and tried to arrange a pic-nic for tomorrow but all & each had a different idea.

Wednesday 27^th

Fine.  We made up our minds at the last, as we could not go to the fishing of the Feugh because it was the fast day, just to try Sholty once more, so we started in the carriage & car and met the Ramsays in the village.  We had a deal of difficulty in scrambling up from the thousands of fallen trees but by perseverance & patience surmounted every thing & were rewarded by a capital lunch!! And fine clear views!  Kate rode the pony assisted by Jim and Burnett Ramsay.  Tm had the pipes, so with songs from Jim and Mr. Robinson we did not want for music.  We found after due time that Major Eaton fell asleep under his hat, which alone was visible.  Tom Leslie and I linked arm in arm had a regular steeple chase down & beat the others.  We were rather fatigued but still we danced as usual at night after Mrs Young & Keith left us.  We took leave of dear Tom Leslie at night as he goes to Aberdeen early on his way home.  We were very, very sorry to part and I confess to crying on the occasion!  He begged Papa to let us return with them to Warthill for a few days but as we had been there so lately, it was thought better not to go. We cut a lock off Tom’s hair which he allowed to grow on purpose to answer the demands he expected to be made.

Thursday 28^th

Fine.  Went out early for a walk with our party as they left at 12 o’clock. The Innes called early.  We dismissed our cook in a summary manner for rudeness after lunch, so she leaves tomorrow.  It is a most disagreeable thing to do.  We shot in the afternoon.  This is the anniversary of Papa & mamma’s 45^th wedding day.

Friday 29^th

Fine.   Heard that E. Ramsay had been very unwell again.  Jamie & I shot several matches with various success.  We received W Macdonald’s wedding cards.  Mamma & Willie drove to the village.

Saturday 30^th

Very fine.  Writing, etc all the morning. The Doctor seems to think the children’s coughs are better.

 

JULY 1849

Sunday 1^st July 1849

Sultry but damp. We all went to church.  A Mr. Chisholm came to breakfast but left just after.  I was busy writing out bits from Tupper all the afternoon.  Aleck left at night.  Mag read aloud.

Monday 2nd

Showery.  Papa went to a meeting so Mamma went to Crathes while Willie and I walked to Banchory Lodge & saw good old Mrs Forbes & Miss Burnett.  We found Aleck Pirie & his wife in the village & we brought Charlotte home with us.  The gentlemen then came here for her & went on to Ballater.  Kate, May and Jamie dined at Arbeadie but neither Eliza nor her brothers were able to be at dinner!   Mrs Gordon Kincardine called.

Tuesday 3^rd

Showery.  Jamie read Macaluley history of England all the morning. After luncheon he and I went out rambling & amusing ourselves byt eh riverside.  It was so warm.

Wednesday 4^th July

Showery.  Writing as usual, busy copying Tupper’s Proverbial Philosophy.  Aleck & Charloitte Pirie came here about 1 o’clock and after lunch Kate & Mag went to Raemoir & the Piries to see Mrs Young.  They were nearly drowned returning home again.  A nice quiet evening.

Thursday 5^th

Showery.  We drank Jane Anne’s and Lucy’s health yesterday and Katie’s today.  We were out after breakfast for a long time and after lunch we all went to the flower show where William the gardener carried off lots of prizes.  The Piries went on to Waterton and we came home dripping!    Had games with the letters in the evening and music.

Friday 6^th

Showery but hot.  Making wax flowers, drawing etc.  Mrs Young brought the Ogilivies of Inshnan to call.  Jeanie R came to ask Will & me to dine at Arbeadie tomorrow.  Papa James & Mag dined at Kincardine Lodge. The Learney party there.  We find our note to the Farquharsons has miscarried, so we don’t yet know what day they are to spend with us.

Saturday 7^th

Still showery and warm.  I read the Queens of England all day and drew.  Willie and I dined at Arbeadie and had a pleasant evening. Eliza & Capt B were unwell & not able to come to dinner.  Jane and I when in the stable during the day were joined by the latter who was fairly caught.  We had a view of the domestic animals and returned to the house.  Played at letters, etc, etc.

Sunday 8^th July 1849 (No entry. Ed)

Monday 9^th 

Fine.  We got more salmon from Capt B. Ramsay.  I sent Jane Willie’s riding habit.  I arranged a quantity of lovely flower I got at Arbeadie on Saturday.

Mamma Kate and Mag went to Woodend to enquire for Mrs Forbes.  Willie & I walked to Banchory and as we were walking home were overtaken by Jim and Capt B Ramsay with whom we went to fish.  We found Andrew Farquharson of Haughton at the cottage bujt we could not shake hands for fear of hooping-cough!  We then watched the others fishing all the way up the river & parted with the Capt when we had to go to dinner at 6 o’clock.

Tuesday 10^th

Very hot.  Mama Papa & Willie & Duncan went into Aberdeen at 12.  I heard from Tom Leslie,.  We expected Foveran to luncheon as he was to fish here today.  Kate, Jim & I ambled up to Cairnton by the river.  We found Major Eaton fishing but did not disturb him very long. We went all through Cairnton & rested and cooled ourselves in the kitchen.  We could scarcely drag ourselves home to dinner in the heat.  William Garrow had taken one of the ponies away so we could not go in the car to Blackhall as we wished.  I went with Jim and Frank Bell after tea to fish.  We began at the Salt Vat rocks and fished down to near the Cottage!   At half past ten we caught one fish, a pretty little grilse and came home very tired and relieved the minds of our relatives, who thought we had envied the good quarters of the salmon and had fraternized with them!  I never was more thankful to get to bed after my long walk & night’s fishing. I shall turn out a sportsman yet!!

Wednesdy 11^th

Very hot.  E Ramsay came to see the children & Kate.  I gave Jane a shooting lesson.  I took Minny to the garden after lunch to pick flowers.  After dinner we had a walk & took tea at 9 o’clock.  Jim practiced throwing the hammer with the men at the farm.

Thursday, 12^th

Hotter.  We did not go out to walk.  I took a book and sat on a stone in the river from 3 till 5 o’clock.  They all came back from town and brought out frances in Duncan’s place.  Willie had dined at Pats with the Cumines who have come home from India.  Mary very little changed bnut quieter since her baby boy’s death.

Friday 13^th July

Hot.  Kat Mag and Willie went to an early dinner at Learney but came back in time for a second with us at 6 o’clock!  Went to the garden after tea, but there was such a heavy dew it was unwholesome.

Saturday 14^th

Hot.  Fanny has caught a bad cold. We went down to the Ramsays at 4 o’clock & were picked up there b y the others who went to Mrs Youngs.  Jim and I had a bet as to whether he was more than an inch shorter than Capt B.  Ramsay.  We had a measuring business and I lost as it was exactly an inch of difference.  We were all measured and then betook ourselves to the strawberry beds and got some lovely flowers.  We went home without Jim as he was amissing with the old Capt when we left.  We found Aleck at home he having ridden out.  I had the misfortune to lose my pebble bracelet at Arbeadie, but I hope it will cast up.

Sunday 15^th July 1849

Fine.  We all went to church & were 10 in the carriage!  We had a beautiful sermon. We saw the James Burnetts, who have come down for the summer.  I sat alone all the afternoon.  Talked to dear Fanny at night.  Jim read aloud as usual.

Monday 16^th

Very fine.  Papa went to call on Sir A Ramsay at Chrathes and we left him in the village & walked to Bridge of feugh to call in the Miss Irvines of Inveramsay.  We missed them but afterwards met. We then called on Miss Grace Burnett where Papa picked us up.  We dined early and all started at 5 for Desswood.  We drove to the falls while Papa was talking on business to the tenant.  Kate & I went outside & talked incessantly.  We saw Louise Farquarson get into themail to go to Aberdeen.  Sjhe is to be married to dr. Barron on 8^th Aujgust.  Capt B. Ramsay called.  He and Eliza go to the North tomorrow to visit an Aunt & for change of air.

Tuesday 17^th

Thunder showers.  Spent all the morning picking and arranging flowers and the drawing-room looks quite beautiful as they are such fine speciments & well arranged!   We had a t dinner Sir A BNurnett and Sir A Ramsay, Mr & Mrs Innes, Mr, Mrs and Miss Mactier, Durris Capt T,. Ramsay & Mrs M Young.  We expected Capt & Mrs Charles Gordon but he has not succeeded in getting leave of absence so Christina would not come without him.

Wednesday 18^th

Showery.  None of us went out in the morning but passed it reading & writing as usual. I went to Banchory to meet M. Kindsay who came out in the evening coach to spend a day here.

Thursday 19^th

Showery.   We got a fright this morning by Crai8g’s sudden illness.  Dr Adam came up to see him twice and he was much better at night.  We sent for his wife.  Mr Mansfield Forbes called.  Mamma & Kate went to  Banchory while we took ML to see the garden & pick flowers.  Jamie rode in to Aberdeen on Aleck’s horse.

Friday 20^th

Cloudy but fine.   Craig is better. ML left us & proceed up to Braemar to join her sister.  The two Miss Irvines called. We set out for Cairnton but met the Burnetts half way coming here.  Few then took a little drive.  The Ballogies & Maria Lynch called & stayed a long time.  They invited us to spend a long day on Wednesday next there.  Miss M Young called.  Jamie came back about half past 10.

Saturday 21^st

We all went early out in the carriage.  A few called at Banchory Lodge & a few at Feugh Cottage.  We then went to Blackhall and were all weighed after which we went to the roof to have a view.  We had great fun afterwards as Jim waded across the river at the boathouse and carried first Fanny and then me and then Mag across.  Mag and Jamie very nearly fell flat in the water.  His hat went sailing away and it required all is philosophy to land Mag before he started after it.  May and I after lunch walked over to Cairnton to see dear Mrs Burnett and the children whom we found had bad colds.  I like them so much.  Mrs B. told me it was a pity Sir Alex Ramsay had a wife for he took a violent fancy  me the other day at dinner here!!

Sunday 22^nd July 1849

Fine.  I forgot to say that Pat came out last night and says he saw Mary Anne and the Drumrossie party safely off to Edinburgh in the fast steamer which goes up in five hours!! We all went to church.  We had a admirable sermon on eveil speaking and scandal in general.  After an early dinner, Fanny & aI went up to the school & heard the children at their lessons.  We called on old Annie Middleton to take refuge from a thunder shower,  Jamie read aloud as usual at night.

Monday 23^rd

Gloomy & rain at night.  Some of us took a drive in the afternoon.  Papa & Pat were at Dalhakie in the morning.  Pat could not get into Aberdeen by the evening coach. We had music and ‘letters’ at night.  Mrs Hutchieson called.

Tuesday 24^th

Fine.  Jamie read some of Sheridan’s plays aloud in the morning.  The Burnetts called. Elizabeth did not come inside.  Jim & we three with Frances walked far up the river and watched the rafts coming down fast as the river is full.  I broke a tooth so must go to Aberdeen.

Wednesday 25^th 

Wet & showery.  I started per morning coach for Abnerdeena dn after doing a deal of business returned at night.  Miss B Nicolson went in with me & some children came out with me.  Our house party could not go to Ballogie on account of the wet.  It was Kate’s birthday.  I presented Minny with a pretty straw hat trimmed with rose colour.

Thursday 26^th 

Showery Ungetoutable!   Willie and I dined at Durris.  We danced a little at night.  Young Mr Martin is very pleasant & gentlemanly.  I do not like Miss M at all.

Friday 27^th

Fine. Mag and I walked to Banchory & then on to Feugh.  We caught Jane Ramsay who came with us part of our way.  Mama, Kate, Willie & Minny went to Ballogie and stayed lunch.  Louisa showed them a number of her presents and also the wedding dress.  Minny was in such spirits that they all warned them to look well after her coming home.  Unfortunately the dear child, who was working unperceived with the handle of the door, opened it and fell out in a second!  Near the gate of Carlogie. Willie sprang out after her and could scarcely believe she was alive and did not then appear much hurt.  She did not cry till she saw her Mama.  There is  great doubt as to whether the wheel went over her or merely truck her.  We sent for the Dr who says no bones are broken as she can move about perfectly, but she may be injured within and her back and stomach are bruised.  We have all had such a fright and most thankful should we be that it seems comparatively such a slight injury.  She is so good.

Saturday 28^th

Fine.  The dear child does not seem worse, but she is very sick & can eat nothing.  We hpe there will be no inflammation.  She must be kept very low. Mrs Young, Miss Gordon Letterfourie & Miss Skene lunched here.  Miss Grace Burnett also called during lunch.  James went after breakfast to drag the Feugh with B Ramsay & he then accompanied him to drum & did not get home till nearly 10 o’clock.  Willie slept on a shake down in Kate’s room.  Minny has had no food yet and is rather feverish.  Wrote several years.

Sunday 29^th July 1849

Fine.  M Not much better and when Dr Thom saw her at night he ordered on leeches and it was so very late before we were all quiet again that we made the Dr take a bed here.  I slept on the shakedown.  We went t church & Mr H’s sermon was in reference to the bad effects of the Games.  Willie & I went up to the school where we had a sermon in the evening.  We brought Mr H in for a cup of coffee on his way ome.

Monday 30^th

Showery but fine.  Minny had a good night and is perceptibly better.  We had a good deal of thunder so that Papa & Mamma could not go to call on the new laird at Finzean.  The Ramsays picked me up on their way to dine at Cairnton where Mrs B had kindly sent me a message to cime too.  We had a nice chatty evening.  I found on my return that they had put on some more leeches on Minny as a precaution against inflammation.

Tuesday 31^st

Fine.  Our gents went off to the cattle Show at Banchory and remained to  dinner.  They brought a Mr Gordon back with them.  Minny was very feverish.

AUGUST 1849

Wednesday 1^st August 1849

Fine.  Minny had more leeches on in the morning & they bled a great deal more than was intended but she is decidedly better,  though weak.  Al came out to breakfast & then they all started for Aboyne to arrange the reorganization of the Deeside Jubilee Club, the old Marquis is quite ful of it!!   A cousin of Kate’s a Mr H. Gordon called & stayed an hour or two then walked on to Aboyne.  The Ballogie party all called & tho engaged to lunch at Raemoir, stayed and hour & half here shooting, etc etc.  Mr Barron went to see Minny.  Miss Arbuthnott, Louisa’s bride’s maid was with them.  Fanny & I then walked to Cairnton where I left her to play with the children & I walked home by the river alone. Walter & Tom Leslie arrived to dinner & the gents returned from Aboyne in the evening. We took the Leslies up the river.

Thursday 2^nd

Fine.  Dear Minny much better.  This was the day fo the Banchory Games   All the gents but Papa started after breakfast.  After we had finished lunch, the Murtle party arrived & we gave them some lunch.  We then returned for an hour with them to the Games but they were nearly over.  We made the Murtle party (viz Mr & Mrs Maclaine, 2 Miss Levings, Miss Barlee and Barbara) return to dinner & we were a merry party.  We danced vigorously till half past 9 when they thought it time to return having 15 miles to go!

Friday 3^rd

Very cold.   I was glad to hear that everything was quietly and well conducted yesterday.   Aleck left early as he was to breakfast at Murtle.  The Leslies started for Braemar after breakfast.  Papa Mamma & I went to call on the new people at Finzean, but we missed them.  It is such a hilly drive.   Jane & Burnett Ramsay called in our absence & took Willie & Jim over to call at Cairnton.  Jim dined at Crathes alone.

Saturday 4^th

Gloomy.  Mamma & I went early to Banchory and I went on to call at Arbeadie,  Jane came more half way home with me.  Pat and MA came out in the forenoon coach. Jim dined at Cairnton with Sir A and Capt B Ramsay.  Minny is better.

Sunday 5^th  August 1849

Fine, warm.   We went to church.  After writing a bulletin to the Gordons I went up to the school with some books.  I met Jim as I returned & took a walk. 

Monday 6^th

Very fine -  hot.  We sent Pat, MA and Fanny to Abdn in the carriage.  Mag also went.  They called at Drum and Murtle on their way.  Willie & I called and invited the Blacks & Miss Young to dine on Wed.

Tuesday 7^th

Very hot.  Papa & Mama walked to Cairnton & found that Mrs B was confined to bed. Willie and I walked to call at deebank and lunch at Feugh.  We found that the bridegroom Mr Barron with Mr Carlyon the best man, were there on their way to the wedding. We had the last sight of the bachelor.  We met Mr Innes & Major Montgomery and the Glassel party in the village, but the latter seemed too ofraid of us to speak, or even enquire for Minny.  The Hooping cough is quite gone.  Mr Roberson of Foveran and Henry Lumsden had called and lunched here while we were goen.  Mr R going to Baraemar and HL to Ballogie.   Jim dined at Raemoir where they had a party of 22 at dinner.   Mr William Lumsden arrived here after 11 at night as there was no reoom for him at Ballogie.  He brought a great piece of  bride’s cake but gave us no news in spite of all our questioning!

Wednesday 8^th

Very lovely day.  I forgot to say that Mag came home last night bringing out Jane Annie.  Little Lizzie Burnett spent the day here.  Tom and Walter came back in the afternoon.  Major Dizney Leith the hero of Mooltan called with Mr A Innes and Major Montgomery with Mr Innes!  We had at dinner the Col Gordons, Blacks, Miss Young and Burnett Ramsay besides the home party.  Had music from me and letters in the evening.  Thursday 9^th

Thursday 9^th

Fine.  Mr Lumsden left before and the Leslies after breakfast. We bid Tom farewell again as we don’t expect to see  him again  before he leaves for China.  Jim Will & I then dragged ourselves up to Cairnton to ask for Mrs B & took  her her some jelly!!  It thundered all the afternoon distantly and was a very severe storm at Ballater.  

Friday 10^th

Hot & gloomy.   Mr Burnett brought Tom & E over early & left them here.  Papa & Jim walked back with him and then I took the c hidlren home and then Mr. B returned with Sir Alex to dinner. Jim then accompanied B home again for a little way at night!!  We have heard of the death of poor George Taylor the Turner in America of Cholera.  Cholera is very prevalent in London and the other large towns.  It is as far North as Dundee, and fatal. 

I have forgotten to say that Minny is much better & runs about, tho weak.  She was out yesterday.  We invited Emmeline Forbes here but I am sorry she can not come  Mag Jim and I dined at Arbeadie and expected to meet Aleck there but the rain must have prevented  him.  We had Sir Alex and Mr Burnett & Mr George Ramsay son of Sir A R beside their own family.  We had a splendid lunch of venison from Kindace and all together I enjoyed our party very much.  We had a great deal of vivid lightning & thunder at night on our way home & afterwards.

Saturday 11^th

A misty morning turned into a rainy day. 

Sunday 12 th August 1849

Very fine.  We all went to church.  Mr Smith came here after tea & remained the night.  James read aloud as usual.

Monday 13^th

Vine.  Jane Ramsay came early to spend the day & brought her cousin George, who could not remain to dinner.  Mr Campbell of Coull lunched here, also the Innes on their way to Learney.  Miss Angelica Fraser arrived  before dinner to pay us a visit.  Jeany & I sat chatting in t he little drawing room.  I went to Deebank with Jane Anne to tea & hear the band.  We children all danced most merrily and a plentiful supply of strawberries concluded the entertainment. I brought Miss Grace Burnett home.

Tuesday 14^th

Fine.  Heard from William Leslie of the birth of his son & heir on Sunday the 12^th.  I am most sincere in congratulations.  Mr. Hutchieson called fro Papa to go with him to the examination of Inchmarlo school by Dr Cooke who is sent b y the General Assembly for that purpose.  They dined with us afterwards.  We all went round to Blackhall and then up the hill by the river opposite Cairnton.  We took our luncheon with us & called for Jane Ramsay as she is all alone at present.  It was a most enjoyable expedition.  We heard from Mary Cumine who has offered to come & pay us a visit tomorrow.

Wednesday 15^th

Lovely morning.   Mamma went to call on Miss Grace Burnett and then to ask for Mrs B at Cairnton.    Capt & Mrs Geo Cumine came to dinner.  We think Mary very little changed tho’ she has gone through so much since she left 3 years ago.  The Mactiers Durris called, also the Blacks on their way to Learney.

Thursday 16^th

Showery.  After lunch we got out and took the Cumines to Banchory Lodge and Raemoir.  We went in detachments to eat gooseberries!!  Jim stayed at Arbeadie to throw the hammer!   Music & letters at night.

Friday 17^th

Showery.  Heard from Aleck that Mrs W. Leslie is not going on very well.  The Cumines went to Glassel to call after lunch but were scarcely allowed to come in because they came from this and we are an infected house yet, though hooping cough is quite gone.  Mr Burnett & Mr Sparks dined here.  Caopt Cumine showed us some odd tricks.

Saturday 18^th

Showers.   Jamie left us for London today, crossing to Stonehaven.  The Cumines also went away & took Jane Annie in with them to Aberdeen.  I wrote to Harriet Blane & Duncan.  The Farquharsons Finzean called and went through the house to see it , as they are going to build a new one. Aleck came out to dinner.  His nice horse touched the ground with his nose, vis came down today so Aleck stuck on & pulled him up.

Sunday, 19^th August 1849

Hot & showery.   We all went to church.  After dinner we wandered about in the garden.  Aleck read aloud.

Monday 20^th

Hot and rainy.  The glass is rising beyond fair & still it rains.  Pat came out & Aleck went in.  As there was a roup of corn Mr Walker of Portlethen came to breakfast.  I took a solitary walk after dinner to the Cottage.

Tuesday 21^st

Very fine & hot All went to Abdn except Willy & me and the 2 youngest children, Papa went to be under the dentist’s hands.  Willy & I then went to lunch at Feugh Cottage, calling in the Car for Jane & Burnett Ramsay.  After broiling in the house we went out and played Les Graces till we took leave.  J and B walked nearly the whole way home with us.  We could scarcely come in it was so lovely.  After playing with the bairns we sat out till very late.

Wednesday 22nd

Equally fine.  Heard from Jamie who arrived safe in Essex Street having travelled all the way from Edin with George Ramsay & Robert Burnett.  He says Cholera is raging much in his street and the next.  May he be preserved & not suddenly called!   Heard of the death of poor Aleck Forbes, Inverernan at Bombay of inflammation & Stuart Robertson, Foveran, in Canada of cholera!  How many warnings!  We walked down &n called at Mavis Bank.  They were all out.

Thursday 23^rd

Fine.  Jane Ramsay called & stayed to partake of our early dinner. Miss Grace Burnett also called.  We had a nice little walk in the afternoon.  All our people came back to a late tea.  They went down for an hour to see the great Cattle show.

Friday 24^th

Fine.   Mag & I dined at luncheon & following up an invitation of Miss Young’s went to take tea with Mrs Isabel Morrice, where the bread & butter tea & conversation were of the best.  We brought Miss Young & Mrs Black home & they then got into their own conveyance.

Saturday 25^th 

Fine.  Some of us went to call at Kincardine Lodge & May & I went to see Mrs Forbes of Woodend.  We sat an age & then walked home by the river, but we lost the path & had a devious course to pursue.  It was extremely hot and close.

Sunday 26^th August 1849

Fine. We all went to church.  Mr Hutchieson was absent. We heard of the dath of poor Mrs Baird Young in China also that three relatives of Miss Inglis have died at Crail of cholera.  It is really very prevalent.  Willie & I went up to the school & I taught the girls’ class.  I like teaching very much.

Monday 27^th

Cloudy & showery.  The Miss Vasses called also the Cairntons and left Elizth while they went to lunch at Banchory Lodge.  Papa, Kate & may went to call at Glendye for Sir James Carneguy, the new Lord Lt and Lady Katherine his bride.  They missed them.  Willie & I went to tea at the Ramsyas where we met Mr & Miss Gordon of Cairnfield & the Vasses.  We had the Band to play to us & afterwards letters as ususal.  We had a pleasant evening as usual.

Tuesday 28^th

Warm.  We all went up to Aboyne & while Papa & mamma called at the Castle, we bought confections!  We stopped to feed at Desswood and that Papa might negociate something with a new tenant that is to build there.  Kate & I had a tete a tete on the back of the carriage. 

Wednesday, 29^th August

Very sultry.  Papa went  in to town on Dentical business.  All the ladies but me went to Crathes then Willie & Kate went to Deebank while Mamma & Mag called to see poor Mrs Young at Feugh.  I went part of the way to Cairnton with Jane Ramsay & then called on Mrs Taylor, Annie Middleton and Mrs Rae.  I read aloud ‘David Copperfield’ Dickens’ new work in the evening.  It was lent to us by Burnett Ramsay.  We like it much.

Thursday 30^th

Fine  hot.   We went early to Banchory Lodge & Miss Grace Burnett and came home to meet the Cairntons at lunch.  The Ancient Marquis caloled here for an age.  We convoyed the Burnetts back and found Capt Ramsay just starting home, so he gave us a cast.  Papa did not come back in time to go to Raemoir, so K & M went alone. 

Friday 31^st

Fine. Willie & I lunched at Miss M Young’s to meet Mrs Scott & Miss H. Ogilvie.  Annie M’Gregor and her husband Mr Hadden come from Raemoir in the afternoon with Mrs Innes & a Mr. Baines.  We had Capt and Mrs Johnstone Kincardine and Jane & Capt B. Ramsay to meet the Haddens.  Aleck also came out. We had some ridiculous Games. 

SEPTEMBER 1849

Saturday 1^st 

Gloomy. The Haddens left early also Aleck who went to Strathdon to visit Mrs John Forbes.  We had some wedding cards sent two days ago to us and we could not fancy  whose they were, but we find that Mr William Forbes of Castleton, has at long last succeeded in getting a wife!!  The Deebanks called. 

Sunday 2^nd September 1849

Rainy.  We all went to church but Kate who has a cold.  Willie & I sat all afternoon in the Morning room.  Maggie read aloud at night.  Mr H. preached a beautiful sermon.

Monday 3^rd

Fine.  Papa went to a parish meeting & Mama went to Banchory in the car.  The gentlemen from Murtle called on their way to Aboyne.  Papa took Burnett Ramsay with him there.  They waited half an hour expecting Patrick to arrive & accompany them . Aleck met them at Aboyne & came back here at night after the stupid dinner of the Royal Deeside Jubilee club.

Tuesday 4^th

Lovely hot day.  We all except Mamma started in the carriage for the Bough of Colrrechie.   We put up at Craigton and each carrying a bottle or basket set off in search of Queen Mary’s Well near where she sat to view a Battle. We found it situated rather prettily and it was such delicious cold water.  We could find no shade to lunch in, so were contented with broiling on a rock near the well.  We did enjoy ourselves so much & shared our luncheon with a party of honest farm people on the hill.  How I wish I were able to wander about on the wild hills like the sportsmen. It gives one such pleasant feelings!!

Wednesday 5^th

Equally hot & fine.  Aleck left before breakfast riding in to town. We could not walk so we took a drive in the afternoon.  Kate & Maggie went down to look at the church yard. Willie & I went afterwards to the garden.

Thursday 6^th

Cold sunless day.  Kate Willie and I called at the Manse and at raemoir in the Car.  Jane called on her way to Cairnton.  The Michells at long last consider us fit to visit so they called, but we found afterwards that they labored under the belief that the bairns were in town for a change of air.  We had a most kind & polite note from Sir J. Carneguy regretting it was out of their power to call upon us this season.  We had the Col Gordons & Macphersons here at dinner. Capt Mr McP is a most wonderful looking man I think. 

Friday 7^th

Fine.  The young Drum couple called also Miss Grace Burnett.  We made some perigrinations in the Car & Papa went to Dalhaikie.  Kate & I dined at Deebank.  We overtook Burnett Ramsay returning from shooting at Dalhaikie & made him jump up behind the carriage as he was to dine at Crathes & much too late.  The Miss Vasses came to tea. They do not seem very refined young ladies.  We all danced & played at games for behoof of the bairns.

Saturday 8^th  Very fine.  Heard from dear Jim who says his head clerk has died of cholera & he is a little afraid now.   He seems in rather low spirits.  Mrs Innes & Mrs Brebner  called here. We had a short drive after luncheon. 

Sunday, 9^th September 1849

Wet.  We all went to church in the Chariot.  I wished much that it had cleared sufficiently to allow of my going to the school, as they were to open the Missionary box this evening. Willie read aloud as usual.

Monday 10^th

Fine, frosty.  Aleck came to breakfast. We arranged a quantity of lovely flowers.  Aleck & I went out to cut down trees and afterwards sat by the river.  Aleck at Invercanny was putting the stone & then took some leaps which astonished the Andersons.  He jumped over the tall bar.  The Farquarsons Finzean called.  We had the Lynches, Miss Grace & Sir A Burnette & the two Capts Ramsay at dinner.  The girls came to tea.  We expect more of the Ballogie party, but an unexpected arrival of company there prevented the rest coming to us which was a pity.

Tuesday 11^th

Wet & cloudy.  We went out for a short drive after lunch. Aleck & mag went into Aberdeen per mail.  Maggie goes to visit at Banchory House.  We are much in want of a supply of nice books.  Willie & Mamma fancied they heard noises at night so perambulated the low passages & I think were disappointed at not finding a robber.

Wednesday 12^th

Poured.  Poor tom Leslie leaves home today & starts for China on the 26^th.  He was to go to Mr Chas Dalrymple’s marriage at Ellon after he left & then go to Aberdeen. We had rather a fright at night for Papa being unwell & sick for about two hours.  We once thought of sending for the Dr but he got better and slept as sound as usual.

Thursday 13^th

Windy and fine but very cold.  We took a drive after lunch & then Willie and I had a ‘constitutional’.  Capt Johnstone called. We went to Cairnton but missed them.  A quiet evening.

Friday 14^th

Very fine indeed.  Papa, Mamma, Kate & W called at Glassel but missed them.  They then drove up through Dalhaikie.  Miss Smith & young Farquharson of Finzean rode over to call.  I was nearly out of reach when they came, but  had to return & entertain them with my best conversation and a poor lunch.  I took a long ramble afterwards & forgot to come in to dinner. 

Saturday 15^th

Fine warm wind.  Aleck came ouot to an early dinner & then M Kate W and the two bairnies went off in the car to the Glen.  Mrs Burnett & Elizabeth walked over and sat a good while.  Mamma went back a bit with t hem.  Papa dined at Crathes to meet Lord Aboyne and took me as far as Arbeadie where B. Ramsay took my place.  They picked me up on their return from Crathes.  A nice chatty evening. 

Sunday 16^th September 1849

Cleared up very fine.  We all went to church and had a splendid sermon on ‘Education’.  Very contrary are Mr H’s opinions to some in the Crathes seat!!    We walked to the Cottage after dinner. Aleck went in per night coach. 

Monday September 17^th

Cold wind.  Kate, Minny & Lucy with Papa & me started for Aberdeen.  Cholera has begun there, but not very fatal.  A number of people were in town owing to the sitting of the Circuit court.  There is a great deal of crime at present – 4 murders. 

Tuesday 18^th

Fine.  Kate & the chicks started early for Elgin & then go to pay visit at Palmers Cross.  Miss Annie Leving was last night committed to Kate’s charge by Mrs Thurburn who called with Mr Maclaine for that purpose.  Walter Leslie, her devoted admirer, was to meet them at Inverury, apparently to see them eat a good breakfast!!   I had a good deal of shopping.  We left town talking little Duncan with us at 5 o’clock and had a delightful drive home in the open carriage.

Wednesday 19^th

Very fine.  We took a short drive in the car on a perilous road in the afternoon!  And then a walk by the river where Duncan tumbled in and I read Pendennis.  A quiet domestic evening. 

Thursday 20^th

Fine cloudy.  A number of interesting letters came today from Kate and Warthill!  We had a nice drive all together after lunch & went to the flower show, where we had 9 first prizes and several others.  Another nice evening.    

Friday 21^st September

Warm day.  Duncan and I were out the whole day in the garden & by the river.  I was under the necessity of whipping dear Fanny today which improved her amiability very much but I disliked the process as much as she did!!   The Forbes Callander all came out to dinner and Aleck driving Col John.  They are such nice really kind people.  We had no one else so had an enjoyable chatty evening.  I played & sang a great deal.         

Saturday 22^nd

Rather gloomy.   The whole party went out soon after breakfast to see our lions but Miss Forbes & me who sat chatting & I sang for her .  She is so amiable but very  lame which is very sad to see.  We had all an early dinner  they left at 4 o’clock.  The Burnetts  walked over to see us.   Willie & I had a lovely walk together.  We pleasantly discussed our guests over a good cup of tea.

Sunday 23^rd September 1849

Showery.  The whole party went to church in the morning.  Duncan & UI sat on our favourite rock by the river in the afternoon.  Maggie read a splendid sermon at night by Dr Chalmers.

Monda 24^th

Fine after breakfast.  I wnet out for a ride & called at Arbeadie.   On returning Duncan mounted George’s pony & accompanied by Maggie & Willie we then rode to Cairnton.  Charles Forbes (Migvie) and Aleck Pirie came down with Aleck by the mail at 8 o’clock.  They had dinner and we amused ourselves with letters in the evening. Mama went in the afternoon to call on Mrs Young.

Tuesday 25^th.

Rain all the morning.  We had intended taking ourselves off to Clochmaben today and after much deliberation started at 1 o’ckock but one of the horses was rather lame so we turned at Banc hory & went accompanied by Papa for a nice wet walk tot eh Glen.  Mrs Ross called with E. Ramsay.

Wednesday 26^th September

Fine. Aleck & Charles Forbes left at 8 in the carriage which was going as far as drum to meet Mary Anne & the children who are to b e here for some days.  The Burnetts walked over to call and Grace Burnett also called. After lunch we had all gone our different ways & Mamma was left alone, when Foveran drove up & said he was going to stay if convenient.  In an hour after, the Robertsons Balgownie followed as the Gordons Kincardine were going from home, so we made them all very welcome here.  We took a short walk & spent a merry evening with games, etc. etc.

Thursday 27^th

Gloomy. We are not sure whether our friends meant to leave today or not, but as they get no post horses they were obliged to stay.  We had a merry walk in the morning and a drive  to Blackhall & Strachan in the afternoon.  Mrs B. & Jane Ramsay came over to dinner and we had a very amusing evening.

Friday 28^th

Gloomy.  Pat left early and the Robertsons in their boat and chariot  left at 12 o’clock.  It was an impromptu and domestic visit & they seemed to enjoy it.  The alteration to the West Avenue was commenced yesterday and will be a great improvement. Miss M Young and her friend & Mrs Hutchieson and Mrs Stuart dined.

Saturday 29^th

Drizzling all day.  Jame H brought Elizabeth B over & they stayed lunch.  We then went to look at the Avenue.  Pat came out per evening coach.  I got some pretty new music.  Duncan got his full highland dress on for the first time and is perfectly enchanted with himself and really looks extremely nice,

Sunday 30^th September 2012

Very cold & gloomy.  We all went to Church.  It was the day that 4 new elders were ordained & it was an impressive advice that was given to them b y Mr. Hutchieson.  Pat read aloud at night.  

OCTOBER 1849

Monday 1^st October

Fine & frosty.  Had a number of letters & find half our expected party are prevented coming to us.  Mrs Young & Miss G. Burnett called.  I drove with Jane Ramsey to Arbeadie and walked back.  The Walter Davidsons then came to dinner. We took them first for a little walk.  Mr D sees great improvements since he was here.  Sir Alex Burnett dined here. 

Tuesday 2^nd

Fine & Frosty.  I forgot to say they called yesterday for Janet Forbes at Woodend & Papa was at a parish meeting.  We took our party to Raemoir, Banchory Lodge etc etc and walked about  the whole day after lunch.  We sent in the morning to invite the Burnetts who kindly came and Cat & E Ramsay were also at dinner. The new avenue is getting on fast under Pat’s eye.

Wednesday 3^rd October

Fine & frosty.  Our party left for Montrose at nine & we all breakfasted at 8 o’clock.  We were out looking at the Avenue with great interest.  Mamma, Mag & I dined early and  left Papa & Pat at the Avenue.  I wrote to E  Ramasy to Papa’s desire to arrange for his taking Burnett with him in the dinner at Stonehaven tomorrow in honour of the Lord Lieut Sir James Carnegy.  Then he with Pat, Mary Anne instead of Mamma and Willie went off to dine at Crathes.  We three were sitting waiting for them to come home when they arrived  & Willie came in first and told us that Papa had been sick at Crathes in the same way as he had been on the 12^th September.  I felt it was worse than that, but we got Mamma upstairs which prevented her seeing him lifted out of the carriage & carried up by Pat, Dr Adams & Craig.   He was quite powerless then.  He had sat opposite a great fire at dinner but appeared not to mind it, until after dinner when Mrs Burnett  & all saw him leaning to one side very often & then Pat, observing him, with the assistance of the other gents moved him to the Arm Chair.  He said he believed he was ill.  They had him carried to Sir Alexander’s bedroom and sent for Dr Adams who gave him a vomit.  The kindness and attention of every one was quite beyond thanks.  There was at dinner the Cairntons, Capt & Jane Ramsay, Mr. Ross of Rossie and Mr Hutchieson.  When the carriage came it was with difficulty he was carried downstairs & got into it.  What should we have done without Patrick.  Dearest Papa did not know himself to be at home for a long time after and speaks so very indistinctly.  There is no doubt that Paralysis is the disease.  Oh may God grant us strength to bear whatever he sees fit to send upon us.  He was very drowsy all the night.  

Thursday 4^th

Very fine but cold.  Dr Adams approves of our at once sending for a Dr from Aberdeen.  He was here all night.  It was then arranged that I was to go into tell Aleck to get a Dr and an experienced nurse, so at 11 we went taking Pat’s little children.  Mamma is most wonderfully calm & ready for everything.  No apparent change in dear Papa except that he speaks a little better.  I went at once to Dr Kilgour & then to call & tell Dr Williamson all about it.  With a good deal of trouble I got a nurse and we started again at 4 o’clock.  I informed Dr K as well as I could of Papa’s illness and general constitution.  When he saw him he at once ordered leeches & I suspect was not pleased with his state.  I left a letter and a message with Charles & Capt John Forbes to give to Aleck when he came back from  Buchan where he had only gone this morning but was expected back at night.  I felt having no one to help me in Aberdeen and so miserable at being away.  The nurse seems to understand her business well & the leeches have had a good effect.  We wish so much to see him roused out of his drowsiness.

Friday 5^th October

Equally fine.  Nothing can exceed the kindness of the many enquiries that come all day from all our neighbours.  We thought dear Papa better in the morning because he talked so cheerfully a little but about two he became heavy & flushed.  Dr Kilgour arrived at three & ordered a blister & to bathe his head.  I can see he is not at all sanguine from his appearance today quite the contrary.  When Aleck proposed returning with him to town tonight he said that unless it was particular business, he advised him to stay & when I was writing to poor Jamie, he said it would be a satisfaction to us & Jim to come down at once.  Oh may we get strength for whatever happens.  Dearest Mother is like herself composed, collected and always active, tho’ we have nothing to do but watch  & oh may our earnest prayers be answered and him restored to us, but may we submit uncomplaining to His dealings towards us and be very grateful for the mercies which accompany this.  Janet Forbes & her husband walked down from Woodend to enquire and stayed to rest & luncheon.  The blister has risen well, but there is little or no improvement.

Saturday 6^th

Still fine.  We had so many letters to write yesterday to our friends who feel anxious.  Pat was up often in the night & said about 3 o’clock he seemed very ill indeed, so we called the Dr who said the fever partly arose from the irritation of the blister.  By 5 there was an improvement and at nine he asked for some breakfast.  The Dr is not yet satisfied for he still is so very drowsy.  Dr Kilgour came at 4 o’clock and said decidedly that he is no worse than yesterday.  Some more leeches were put behind his ears which in time relieved him & he talked quite cheerily but rather too much at night.  Mr. Innes came over to enquire,  also Mrs Burnett.  Everyone is most kind. 

Sunday 7^th October 1849

Cold & fine.  We did not of course go to Church but we know that many were the prayers put up for us all & dear Papa in particular.  He talked in the morning in a most delightful way to Willie & me and is really better.  He is inclined now to speak too much so that he occasionally gets confused.  Oh how grateful we ought all to be in a gracious God who has so speedily answered our prayers.  We are so thankful his mind is quite restored and that he is capable of thinking.  May his thoughts continue to be directed to what alone can comfort him and us in our affliction.  Mr Huthieson called about 5 o’clock and prayed with us all.  Aleck read aloud at night.  The Dr did not remain all night as he is so pleased with his progress.  Poor Kate arrived at about 3 in the morning having been alarmed by Mag’s last letter & wishing if the worst had happened, to be with us for Duncan’s sake.  She slept in our room and Walter Leslie who came with her managed to get into some bed for the remainder of the night.  We are so glad she has come tho’ we are not now so anxious as we were.  We had such kind letters of enquiry. 

Monday 8^th

Showery.  All going on satisfactorily tho’ he did not sleep much.  Mamma got into Mag’s bed in the middle of the night. Aleck went in to town in the morning for a few hours.  We went out a little in the afternoon.

Tuesday 9^th

Fine.  Just in the same state as yesterday, talking too much and wandering with the exertion.  We shall never never see him again like his old self.  The best to be looked for is that he may move about a little with assistance, but he will be very helpless.  His left arm is entirely useless.  Oh earnestly do we hope that his mind may fully regain its strength.  Jane Ramsay called and I had a delightful note from Eliza.  Dr. Kilgour came out in the afternoon & confirmed Dr Adams report that he was going on favourably.

Wednesday 10^th

Most lovely. Dear Papa talked incessantly all night & could not rest, but the Dr says we must expect him to vary much.  We ought always to hope but I am now beginning to feel that we can see very little improvement & od knows alone how long the present  state of things may last.  Pat went into town with the Dr last night.  We heard of the death of a young woman in the village under very distressing circumstances.  We truly can sympathize with the distressed now.  May God support her sorrowing relatives.  It is the wife of Harris the shoe maker.  Papa became very quiet apparently from weakness towards night.  Pat came back at night and Jamie also,  who arrived in Aberdeen the night before.  He started as soon as possible after receiving the letters telling him of the sad affliction that has befallen us. 

Thursday `11^th

Cold but fine.   Papa passed a restless night & seems weaker.  He talked to Jamie a little & said he was grateful by  his coming, but generally he wanders when he speaks.  Poor Mamma is very low today.  A number of kind letters & messages.

Friday 12^th

Lovely day.  We thought him a shade better in the forenoon but we were much alarmed by diarrhea coming on about 5 and continued severely for about 4 hours.  Aleck who went into Abdn in the returned per evening coach, bringing Dr Kilgour who had just time to see Papa & swallow his dinner & return per 8 0’clock mail.  Papa seemed very low indeed and was ordered wine. 

Saturday 23th

Very fine.  He passed a quiet but sleepless night but on the whole was rather better in the morning.  Towards night fever came on & he recommenced talking.  Enquiries & calls from all around us & some of the tennants are so kind in sending chickens & eggs etc etc.  I thought I should never fall asleep for thinking what changes occur in so short a time  and how very,  how too soon a still greater change may come in all its desolation.  I do not feel as if ever he should be raised up again, but god’s will be done.  He will give strength for the trial.

Sunday 14^th October 1849

Lovely day.  Maggie read & prayed with dearest Papa this morning.  He always kept asking us to read & said he would like to see Mr Hutchieson, so we sent and he came up in the afternoon after church and talked & prayed with him.  God grant that he may have derived benefit & comfort from it.  He was uneasy & talkative all the night after & his fever rose.  The Innes called. Pat read aloud. 

Monday 15^th

Perfectly lovely. Papa had a very b ad night & did not sleep till 7in the morning.  He does not seem worse this forenoon however.  Mr Hutchieson came to breakfast but Papa wandered too much to allow of his seeing him.  We made Mamma go out a little and we all took advantage of the day.  We all think him better this evening, tho the Dr has not said so. 

Tuesday 16^th

Cold and showery.  Papa had a very good night and has been very quiet. We fain hope there is a great improvement.  Pat went  into town.  I had another very delightful note from dear ER.  They do me always much good.  Dear Papa not so well a night.  Oh I fear gradual weakness is advancing. Mr Hutchieson came up after dinner and remained to tea.  Of course he did not see Papa.  The Quarterly came with a curious article in it which I read before going to bed.  As usual we had a number of kind messages.

Wednesday 17^th

Rather rainy & windy.  Not so good a night as the previous one and we think weaker tho the Dr says there is little change.  Dr Kilgour came out & said he was weaker but his pulse was very good & he hoped a good change was coming. 

Thursday 18^th

Hot 7 damp.  A good night & a shade of improvement as to strength.  Minnie & Lucy were sent home to us today having passed a night at Warthill on their way from Palmers Cross.  Dear little creatures.  Fanny was in extacies to meet them.  Papa still going on favorably when the Dr saw him at night.  Read Sir Chas Lyall.

Friday 19^th

Fine.  We still do not think him weaker tho’ he had a bad night.  Received Mrs Bonbote’s cards!! A steady improvement all day.  I went out egg hunting at the east mains and collected very well.  We had a present of a splendid Haunch of Venison from His Grace the Duke of Leeds.  The foot, which is enormous, is also sent.  Pat & Jim went into Aberdeen & returned at night.  Aleck has got a beautiful little puppy from Aleck Irvine of Drum.

Saturday 20^th

Fine but windy. Papa decidedly improving.  I wrote 6 letters in the morning.  I have really nothing worth setting down today. 

Sunday 21^st October 1849

Fine.  4 went to church and the rest of us stayed at home.  Willie says she never heard a more beautiful sermon than Mr Hutchieson’s today. Every one said they were glad to see them in church again as it was a good sign of Papa who was still improving.  Willie & I went down to the river after dinner.

Monday 22^nd

Fine. Aleck went into Abdn this morning.  Jamie left us by the mail at night. Papa was much stronger & bid him good bye in a particularly kind manner.  He was twice in his chair for 5 minutes. We had dear Mrs Burnett & the Ramsays calling, also Mrs Michell and Mr Hutchieson.  Dr Adams dined with us & Papa talked to him about his Greek Lexicon.

Tuesday 23^rd

Fine.  Pat & MA left us. Theirs has been a longer & more momentous visit than we looked for.   How fortunate that it is not permitted us to know what is before us either of joy or sorrow.  This day week we had no hopes that our dear father could survive, but our accounts despatched to Duncan are more favorable. Oh may we cheerfully & affectionately nurse him as long as God sees fit to spare him. Aleck came out at night & we were glad to have one of them here for he has talked incessantly all day.

Wednesday 24^th

Gloomy.  He never closed an eye but talked all night.  He does not seem worse however. Maggie & I each went to Church.  Mr. Brown preached a beautiful sermon.  Papa was up three times for 10 minutes but seemed very tired & glad to get back to bed.

Thursday 25^th

Showery. More kind notes of enquiry. He had a very god night & did not speak.  He seems very weary today however.  Mrs Moir Denmore wrote to us today.  Pat came out at night & Aleck went in.

Friday 26^th

Fine. Every thing is gradually improving tho’ he still talks too much & is so anxious instantly to start for Aberdeen. I contrived to burn my chin  in a hideous manner with caustic hartshorn which is very painful & makes me indeed a burning beauty.

Saturday 27^th

Gloomy  but fine.  Willie  went alone to church & the Lamonds called afterwards also Mrs Young & Mr Gordon of Newton. Aleck brought out Dr Kilgour who was much pleased with Papa’s improvement.  Poor old General Byres who called to enquire for Papa last week has received a shock of Paralysis last Sunday, b ut not near so severe as Papa’s.  He will not be able to be moved to town so soon as we fondly hoped, but we must be grateful for such a merciful deliverance.

Sunday 28^th October 1849

Fine. Willie & I went to church and stayed for the sacrament.  Our friend Mr Cook of Midmar assisted and as usual we were delighted with him.  Mr. H’s address was beautiful I hear, but we did not like to stay away so long, but we hurriedly took some dinner & walked down to church at 5 o’clock  and were rewarded by a splendid heart-stirring sermon from Mr Cook. The Gordons Kincardine called.  Papa talked a great deal all day. He was up three times & drawn to the window, but seemed to have no pleasure in looking out. 

Monday 29^th

Dark windy warm day.  Papa talked incessantly all night & all day which is very distressing.  He was up twice.  Dr Adam does not think  him worse.  I went to church.  Mama took a little walk which always benefits her.  I forgot to say that old Mr Mactier called most kindly last week to enquire.  This was pat’s birthday he is 40 years of age!!!

Tuesday 30^th

Windy & dark.  Not so bad at night, but still talking too much.  Kate has made up her mind to remain with us till Duncan comes back from India.  Aleck went down to see them at Banchory Lodge, Arbeadie.  Kate & I had a long talk over our work. 

Wednesday 31^st October

Fine. We were all out a little.  Papa has talked incessantly which must hurt him.  Dr Adams dined here. Pat came out per evening coach and Aleck went into town.

November 1849

Thursday 1^st November

Showery.  I sat watching Papa all the morning.   He had another very bad night, but was quieter in the evening. The Ramsays called & the carriage took some of us for a drive.  We nearly met with an accident by some of the harness breaking.

Friday 2^nd

Gloomy.  Papa had a good night and is very quiet.  A blister was put on behind his ear.  Today we had news of what has afflicted almost more than anything in our whole lives, concerning J – the Lord sees it right to chastise us, oh let us submit. 

Saturday 3^rd

Damp, raw & frosty!   A tolerably good night and a very quiet day and altogether a decided improvement.  Pat went in the carriage to drum where Aleck & he exchanged conveyances and Al went on to dine at Crathes where they had the Duke of Leeds haunch! That we sent to them which proved excellent. William Leslie came over in a most kind manner just to see Mamma & perhaps Papa if thought advisable. We had a chatty evening.

Sunday November 4^th 1849

Fine but cold.  Papa has had a very bad night talked incessantly and must be weakened.  Kat, William & I went to church  and had a beautiful service on the 103 Psalm.  Kind inquiries from everyone there.  The Marquis called on his way home to enquire. Papa has got Morphia tonight and is at any rate quieter.  He was on the sofa all day.  William was much distressed at the change he saw!

Monday 5^th

Fine.  A better night.  William Leslie left before breakfast.  We have still not got the letter we so anxiously look for.  Willie & I had a nice walk together.  I wrote a note to Duncan the last I suppose he will get before he leaves India.  A most kind notie from young Sophy Forbes.

Tuesday 6^th

It snowed & is so cold.  Papa had another bad night, it is very sad.  We moved from the drawing room to the library, very comfortable.   Had a newsy note from Mrs Innes.  Mrs Gordon called, also Mrs Young and Miss Murray. We hear that poor Andrew Farquharson who has been long delicate, is much worse.  We drove to Banchory to do some shopping.

Wednesday 7^th November

Fine  only a little more snow & frost.  Willie & I went to church, as this is a day of humiliation on account of the Cholera & thanksgiving for the harvest. Papa had rather a better night.  Aleck heard from Mr Clark in London who is very ill indeed & lungs affected.  Aleck walked over to Glassel to enquire for A. Farquharson. John Michell said he was very ill & not expected to live.  Poor Mrs Farquharson, how we feel for her, she has lost so many sons.  Pat came out with Dr. Kilgour who authorizes us taking Papa to town on Friday if all is well. Maggie and Aleck returned with him to get things right in Aberdeen. 

Thursday 8^th

Warm wind & thaw.  Papa never closed his eyes or Mamma either but still he seems stronger!! Packing and arranging all day. Jane Ramsay called.  I went to see Barbara Walker who told me that John Rae’s wife was very ill & wished to see me, so I went.  She was in a high fever & so reduced poor thing. She talked so nicely to me. I sent her a good many little things from Mamma.  Oh how we can feel for the sick now.  He did not sleep all day.   Dr Adams gave us a farewell benefit of his company tonight!  Poor Andrew Farquharson died at 9 o’clock today and our father is spared to us yet. Oh what mercies we have, when the young are taken away.

Friday 9^th

Fine.  Rather a quieter night.  We were up early preparing and had all nicely arranged and Papa Mamma Pat the nurse & Doctor started a little after nine. Oh it was sad to see him so helplessly carried out to the carriage & he looked as if nothing interested him now. He was most comfortably laid on a mattress & in the carriage & we are anxious to know how he gets on during the journey. If he is ever spared to come back to this our dear happy home where we have all lived with him in such affection,   I trust he may be better able to enjoy it!!  Mr. Hutchieson called. We were busy all day packing & arranging.  We had a note per carrier telling us how well papa had got in and was laid comfortably in his room. Oh how unspeakably we have been blessed. 

Saturday 10^th November

Dark but fine.  Dr. Thom called this morning to say goodbye, etc.  We were out to Glencommon with Kate & the bairns.  In the evening we worked & talked.  We went to enquire how they all were at Glassel. 

Sunday 11^th November 1849

Fine. We three went to Church and had a splendid sermon on family worship and the bringing up of children. After dinner we took   a walk with the children and after that Willy & I went down the Terrace walk for the last time this year I suppose.  Oh how often have I delighted in that lovely walk to the beautiful river!  I pulled off my bonnet for the soft air was so delightful.   I walked here with poor papa & r Walter Davidson the day before he was taken ill.  It was the last regular walk he had and    ever will have.  Oh how I do like to think over all the happy days we have had with him here.  Such real enjoyment to wander about this sweet place with him whom we love so much and who is so full fo deep affection for his children.  It can never be the same again.

12^th November

Fine. We found we must send in the carts with the luggage today instead of Wednesday as Thursday is a general thanksgiving day so we packed from morning till night and of course were very tired.  We had a nice  chatty evening.  We had good accounts of Papa and also from Jamie which made us very happy indeed. 

Tuesday 13^th

Poured for the two hours we were out in the carriage making calls at Deebank, Arbeadie & Mavis Bank. We had shopping at Sims where we met Miss M Burnett.  After dinner Willy & I waded over to pay visits to all our friends at the East Mains and took them their winter supplies for which we had many blessings and thanks from them in return. 

Wednesday 14^th

Fine.  Hal all arranged & started at 11 o’clock for Aberdeen.  It was a sweet soft air & I was very sad when I looked out at the door on every  thing & thought how next to impossible that we could ever see dear Papa enjoy such a scene again.  We all got in nicely and thought he looked stronger than when he left us.  They were so glad to get us and the children seemed so pleased with their new nursery.  All the Terrace children came in the course of the afternoon to welcome us.  Busy unpacking.

Thursday 15^th

Wet.  The day of thanksgiving for the abating of cholera held throughout the kingdom.  Beside a national thanksgiving Dr Forsyth said that if every one considered they would personally find  what innumerable causes for gratitude each one had and it is our duty to search them out and remember them.  Neither Will nor I went to church in the afternoon. 

Friday 16^th

Showery.  I went out shopping with Kate in the carriage and we did a great deal.  Papa was pretty well in the forenoon, but began to get restless at night.  I went for an hour to the Terrace in the afternoon.  In the evening Kate, Aleck, May ane I went to hear Mr Longmuir lecture on Geology.  It was most interesting and we intend going to them all if all is well.  It helps me to understand Sir Chas Lyall’s book which I have just read.

Saturday 17^th November 

Wet.   Papa had a bad night & is not so well today.  Mrs. Jamieson left and the new nurse Mrs Webster came.  She was at Glassel with poor Andrew Farquharson.  Jane Anne came round here to tea.

Sunday 18^th November 1849

Damp.  Another bad night.  He slept all day. Dispatched letter to meet Duncan at Alexandria as we suppose he will start to come home very soon  We went to church a Mr Ramage preached.  Kate went to St Paul’s.  Aleck read aloud at night.

Monday 19^th

Fine.  He never ceased talking all night and all day.  Poor Mamma is looking so weary. We went out for a little. Jane Annie came over here from the Dentist quite overcome with having chlorophorm and 4 teeth out.  Aleck went out to dine with Miss M Young.  Sir William & Lady Dunbar & Mrs Skene called and some others.

Tuesday 20^th

Wet.    Willie’ss birthday.  Another bad night and even more restless day, but quieter in the evening. Aleck went over to dine at Seaton where the whole Raemoir connection were dining, also Admiral Gordon.

Wednesday 21^st

Fine.  May & I were out early on business.  Mary Lindsay called & stayed lunch & told me some information about her visit to Meldrum.  The Bannermans called.  Pat, Will & Jane Annie went to Inchmarlo to arrange some things as the farm servants are leaving.   Papa had a very restless night. I sat half an hour with him in the middle of the night and I am to sleep in his room tonight as we find his nurse is not very competent,

Thursday 22^nd

Fine. A very bad night.  I sat up on his bed till 4 o’clock & then Mamma laid down by him, but he scarcely slept all night.  I went out after breakfast to hunt for another nurse & got one who seems to have had great experience.  Papa was desponding today.  It was curious that Aleck said he must leave him a little to attend to some business of Sir Chas Forbes and on leaving he was told the sad intelligence of his sudden death on the 20^th on which day we talked a great deal about him.  He was Pap’s oldest and best friend in the world and indeed was beloved to our whole family.  We feel deeply for his family who in spite of all  his eccentric manner was much loved by them all.  Of course Papa is not in a sate to be told this sad news.  They came in from Inchmarlo to tea.  We are all much pleased with the new nurse who moves and makes him mnore comfortable than any one we have had and without assistance.

Friday 23^rd

Poured.  Papa had another bad night, indeed he has had so little rest for some time that I fear he is losing ground.  The Dr has not exactly said so.  He was not able to be moved into his day room.  I was not quite well myself. 

Saturday 24^th

Fine.  Papa evidently not so well today. We persuaded Mamma to take a drive.  Kate then drove to the Steamer to secure berths for King & Susan her nurses who left today. I called on June Hogarth.  The new nurse came at night by rail after we had put the babes to bed:  a nice looking person & a widow & mother of a family. 

Sunday 25^th November 1849

Very cold & frosty. We went to church.  Papa had a sleeping draught which made him have a quieter night, but no sleep. He is very desponding. I sat all the evening by him.  Reading aloud as usual at night.

Monday 26^th

Wet in the afternoon.  A slight improvement in spite of the bad night.  I practiced all the morning.  Pat took May & Willie to hear Mr. S. Buckingham’s lecture on the Holy Land.  Fanny came to tea.  We wrote out programmes for K’s nurses. 

Tuesday 27^th 

Fine.  Much the same.  Kat & Willy went out in the carriage & made calls. I went to see Mary Cummine with Mag & then had some shopping for Mamma.  Kate & I dined at the Terrace & Minny had a merry evening with her cousins.  Some of them went to Buckingham’s lecture.

Wednesday 28^th

We had a good many callers and Logan the tuner ‘deaved’ us all the time at the Piano.  MA and I went to see poor Anne Pirie at Don Cottage. Dr. Adams was in town & saw Papa. He was a little languid today but he saw very little change otherways in him.

Thursday 29^th

Cold & dark.  At long last I have heard from Harriet Blane.   Mrs Lindsay & Mary called.  I went round to see Mary Anne for a minute & was kept 2 hours by the rain & wind.  At last I defied it and rolled myself up to the great glee of the chicks, not unlike a fish wife!  As Papa was slightly better I went accompanied by Aleck to Madame Dultrea’s concert .  I was very much pleased especially with the singing of Herr Scheneff.  It was very much crowded.

Friday 30^th November 30, 2012+-Finer. We were not much inclined to walk and were only out a little in the afternoon. Mary Cumine & Jane Irvine called also Mrs Carmichael.  Kate, |Mag & I went to our Geological lecture then Kate came home & we were joined by the Terrace party & went down to hear another of Mr Buckingham’s interesting lectures.  Aleck & Pat dined at the St. Andrew’s Society. Papa slept part of the morning. 

December 1849

Saturda y 1^st December

Fine.  Papa had a strong draught which made him quieter during the night & sleep in the morning.  Kate & I went out together shopping.  We persuaded Mamma to take a drive.  Mrs Mitchell called while they were out & saw only me. Kate, Willa dn the two children took tea at the Terrace.  We hear that JA and Duncan tumbled on the beach when running from a wave and were perfectly wet through by its rolling up on them.  It was a lesson to them to take care.  Papa was much affected when he heard of the children’s escape and wished us all to assemble and thank God for their deliverance and also for the good hopes he had given him of his recovery * thankfulness for spearing him so long among us.  I read a prayer to him & he seemed to follow it well and said how much  he liked to hear me reading. I wish indeed he were able to follow reading or conversation.  How gladly we should hail than as an improvement.  He was quite chatty and funny in the evening with Mama and me. 

Sunday 2^nd December 1849

Wet & windy

They all went to church but me in the morning.  I went alone in the afternoon.  Papa had another draught so he looked poorly today, but slept pretty well.  Reading aloud as usual at night. Willie & I, his two Dovies sat one on each side of him for an hour and half at night.  His spirits were good . 

Monday 3^rd

Very showery.  Papa seems more weak than usual today in spite of his quieting draughts.  Mary Anne went to pay her Father & Mother a visit  at Drumrossie taking Duncan with her.  Papa was much affected on taking leave of D & called him a dear little rascal.  Maggie & Willie rushed out & called on Mrs Macgrigor. We went to hear Mr. Buckingham on Jerusalem.  It was crowded.  Miss Till, Jane A and Fanny took tea here. 

Tuesday

Cloudy.  Papa had no draught but was quiet enough but seems uncomfortable today.  Heard of the death of the Queen dowager on Sunday last.  Papa complained much whenever he was moved.  We sent for Dr Kilgour to see him at night as he only came once to see him today & we were very sorry to have gone to hear Dr Buckingham when we came back at half past nine.

Wednesday 5^th

Wind & rain

Papa had a bad night & slept little & talked much.  Dr K says he is not nearly so well.  He came back at 12, at 4 and at 10 and each time found him much worse.  We only got gradually alarmed, as we have seen such rapid changes in him since his illness.  The dr. forbade Pat to leave tonight or go to Drumrossie for MA  tomorrow and we wrote off to Jamie at night telling him the dreadful and unexpected news & bidding him prepare to come down at once but holding out no hopes of his seeing him again in life.  He has sunk so rapidly that the great change may come tonight. He just lies without speaking bathed in perspiration. We slept very little in our chairs but he seemed very peaceful. Oh may God in his mercy deal gently with him at the last as now

Thursday 6^th

Fine.  When the Dr came he said his pulse was rather stronger & he seems to have rallied slightly but he gave us no grounds for hope that he should continue so.  He talked a little and took a few spoonfuls of sustainance in the forenoon. Dr Forsyth called (we having sent for him).  He saw Papa for 2 minutes and talked delightfully to him.  Papa answered more clearly than he has done all day & appeared to be resigned to God’s Will.  He then prayed with us all and oh may God send an answer to it!  I hope a little now, perhaps without grounds, but he does seem stronger. 10 o’clock. The Dr has been and says he apprehends no change tonight so all of us went to bed except Willie, whose turn it is to watch.  Mary Anne arrived from Warthill afraid to ask how all went on when she came in.  I trust she will not suffer from the anxiety.  Papa speaks little, but knows us all & is as affectionate when he names us as ever. 

Friday 7^th

He is without doubt sinking fast now. Oh God grant us strength from heaven to ebar the coming trial!  Poor dear Mama rested pretty well considering. We watched all day tho’ the Dr said it might last many hours. He slept a good deal but waked often and murmured our names during the day.  He complained a little of being touched about 9 o’clock but up to that time knew us all.  He then talked more indistinctly than in the morning.  The Dr knew it would last, so bid us to g to bed, as we should have much to try us tomorrow. Pat watched till half past 1 o’clock and then I took his place,.  Mama did not sleep after two o’clock.

Saturday 8^th December 1849

He continued his often interrupted sleep til half past 4 o’clock when he fell into that sleep which lasted to the last moments of his dear life. We wet his moth with a feather and oh it was sad to see his laboured sleep & breath all day.  It often stopped for a moment, and then we always thought it was the last but things continued in this state the whole long day.  The signs of his approaching end becoming more and more visible. Soon before 8 we saw the breathing become more quirt but still more difficult and I flew to the drawing-room for Aleck & Willie who had just left the room for a minute. The we got Mamma to the foot of the bed and waited momentarily      for the last breath!  Oh what a moment of agony to us all.  His features which seemed gradually at every breath to relax, became paler.  Then the eyes slowly opened and the mouth also after which he gently closed them and he ceased to breathe and his chest to heave and that dear dear warm noble heart ot beat. We are fatherless.

Our precious Mother cannot weep but we hold her to our hearts and oh how we love her.

Oh what a father we have had for so many long happy years, he told all his cares and joys to his wife & children & his best happiness was when he had us by him. To God’s Hands we commit his spirit and oh may we ever cherish his loved memory. He has  been kind  to many who could give no return but gratitude. Oh my dear dear Father we all, viz Mamma & us three with the nurse assisted in composing his loved remains. Willy as she has often done before buttoned the shirt & May & I each put on a stocking then all was done that he required from us and we sat down fatherless but that God almighty deigns to be a Father to all those who will & wish to be his children.  Jamie did not arrive so we wrote off to him and also sent off many intimations to the most interested & loving of his many friends.  We all kissed each other & all retired in a way that we have not done since the 3^rd October when he was taken ill. 

Sunday 9^th December 1849

Mamma slept a little from sheer exhaustion and I slept but prevented Willy from my moaning through the night. There is a picture of death in its sweetest calmest form and we have all often been to look on it this day!  Dearest Duncanie who would not enter his sick room with his sisters to see him in life, last Friday, entreated to be allowed  to look on him now;  so he came and quietly looked on him.  Also Mary Anne & Miss Till came.  Poor Mamma has strength given her from God & is remarkably well but if she could cry it would do her good:  indeed all of us. 

Monday 10^th December 9^th 1849

Mamma had no rest but is not so worn out as we expected. I forgot to say yesterday that his dearly loved friends the Miss Chalmerses came over during t afternoon worship and after hearing all I could tell them they went to see his body.  Poor dear Miss Jessy’s sorrow was so touching when she bad ‘Her own dear old friend’ farewell.  They stayed a long time to look on the calm sweet face.

The accompanying annoyances of such an event worried us all day, arranging mourning for ourselves and the household  On Monday onight he was placed in his coffin and very plainly dressed by our particular wish. They put on a cap which we removed that we might see the dear head that has so often though of us and anxiously wished our good,  We never saw it covered. 

Tuesday 11^th

The three children came over today and sat long on the bed by the coffin.  Little Frances kissed his cheek and when Minny saw him yesterday, she feared to wake him if she kissed him so that shows the real feelings of a little child on looking at calm death.  Mrs Smith & the Rosses saw him in the morning and Dr Forsyth also when he called for us.  Poor old Thomas & Mary came in the evening and were much overcome. Thomas prayed by the coffin.  Mary was at the deathbed of my Grandmamma his Mother who departed she said ‘praying beautifully’.  Oh may we be all prepared when our day comes.  Poor Jamie did not come but we expect him tomorrow.

December 12^th  Wednesday.  My birthday.

Oh how often has he kissed & blessed me when we have met on the morning of my birthday.  Old Jenny Thom came to see him. We were much disappointed that James did not come and I fear that Mr Clarke who has been very ill is much worse. Mrs. Macgrigor came also to see him.

Thursday 13^th

We,  viz Mamma & us three sat by his coffin just looking & speaking of him for nearly an hour.  We anxiously watched every south coach for Jamie & were dreadfully disappointed when the last one passed, but he came up from the office in a cab as he did not like stopping it at the door.  Poor Jamie, we were all sorry for him and he thought the coffin would be closed, so was truly thankful to find it not so and we all went to look upon him for the last time.  He is perfectly like himself and as calm as if he slept.  We with his own scissors each cut off all his beautiful silver hair but there was very little so it is to be put in a ring for each.  Pat afterwards read a prayer & we separated.

Friday 14^th

Fine.  Our beloved Father was taken away to be interred as he wished at Banchory.  Now indeed we have him not.  Mamma was most remarkably supported, but  we made her keep her bed all the morning. Those who attended the funeral here assembled at 10 o’clock and after prayer he (remains) was carried out, everyone walking to Union Place where they dispersed and the funeral went on in the hearse to Banchory.  All who accompanied it there besides my brothers were the Leslies, Aleck Pirie, Mr Chas Smith, Lord James Hay, Mr Leslie of Powis, Mr J Lamond & Capt James fobes.  These are the nearest relations.  There were only 40 or 50 others present. All the Tenants met first at the house of Inchmarlo where Mr Hutchieson gave a prayer and then they wjmet the funeral at the church & the tennats carried down the coffin to the churchyard. They saw every thing done that was

To be done and now there is nothing else to do for him!!  Howe we shall love that lovelys pot where he rests and sleeps. Every thing was so well arranged that in one hour all was over.  They returned here directly and we awere anxious to hear every particular. We had a most exciting evening and Mamma was at klast able to give vent to her feelings and we were all overpowered by the proofs of his entire love for us all.  We shall never never forget the incidents of this day and inded of the last 10 weeks.  How he has loved us all from our youngest days till now. 

Saturday 15^th December

My Journal has been so irregularly kept and often so long unopened that I find much has been omitted that would interest me to read, but it is all treasured in my memory & the few facts hastily put down bring volumes to my mind.  It seems so utterly devoid of the feelings I had, that I have only a pleasure in having the days not confused tho’ it shows nothing & gives me a most cold-hearted idea of myself.  Stil I rejoice I have written down in a any manner a few of the bare facts that happened tho it is but a poor index of my heart’s feelings. 

I felt it a burden  to write them down at all at the time, but in private when I read it now, it brings every thing with the distinctness of a picture home to myself.  Yet there was no fear that any one of us could ever let the remembrance of it pass from our memories.

I do not know what we have done today that could be written down. We have just thought & talked of him who was so thoughtful for everything in our account. We put on all our mourning yesterday afternoon a true sign of our grief. Mary Anne came round for some hours in the morning.

Sunday 16^th December 1839

Fine. We all went to church except Mamma and in the afternoon had a beautiful kind of funeral sermon on the text 68^th Psalm 37^th verse. It was striking to hear such remarks made on what has so nearly interested.  Al.  read aloud at night.

Monday 17^th

Fine.  James left us at half past 12 o’clock.  May  a lasting impression be made on his mind by what has occurred to us all in the last two months and especially the last weeks and may we all be humbled and enabled to live now as if we were only here for a day & require all our time to do a little good here.  A great many people have been still sending to enquire for us all. Mrs Smith & Mary Cummine were admitted. 

Tuesday 18^th

Fine.  Wrote some letters and in the afternoon went with Kate for a drive to the bridge of Don.  The dear Miss Chalmers called and saw Mamma.  Charlotte Pirie called. I stayed all the afternoon and evening with poor Mary Anne who has a very bad cold and cough in common with all her children,  We hope dear Duncan started from Bombay yesterday.

Wednesday 19^th

Fine.  Willie & I had a walk round by Rikchardson’s works.  Miss Ross called & several others.  Dr. Forsyth called yesterday & sat with Mamma and then prayed with us all in her room.  Mamma has put on the widows cap and it looks so sad, but increases the quiet gentle expression of her face. Duncanie spent the day here.

Thursday 20^th December

Damp. More letters to write.  Numbers of callers and we are obliged by the ridiculous rules of etiquette to admit them!  Uncle Alexander and Aunt and several of our cousins Forbes, Piries etc called. Maggie & I had a constitutional. Mr & Mrs Leslie came in to be with MA for the Christmas.

Friday 21^st

Dry, cold.  Old Mr Leslie came to see us after breakfast and was so agitated when he went into Papa’s room with the empty chair in which he always sat & welcomed him.  Little Mary’s birthday.  A cradle for her doll from me made her so happy dear child. The Macphersons, Tawses, Miss Farquharson, Mrs F. Gordon, Kate Forbes and the Bannermans called. Also Mr Leslie old & young who saw Mamma.  Willie and I went out for a walk and Kate and the chicks drove. Mr Leslie had no one to go with to the club now.  He used always to call at the door for Papa on his way there and look in at night on their return.

Saturday 22^nd

Cold, dry day.  Kate & Mag went out early.  The children went round to dine at the Terrace as yesterday was Mary’s and tomorrow is Minny’s birthday so they halved the difference!  I had a solitary walk after taking Mrs Leslie from the Terrace to see Mamma.  Mary Anne poor thing is confined to bed with cold and fever. I trust she may soon pick up some strength.

Sunday 23^rd December 1849

Wet. We went to church in the morning & Mamma went with us in the afternoon for the first time. We are anxious for her to go out for an airing in the carriage & she wished first to go to church.  We had a good sermon from Mr Booth in the morning and another from Dr Forsyth in the afternoon on the words  ‘Comfort ye, comfort ye my people, saith your God’.  Minny was taken to church for the first time and proved herself too young for such a serious undertaking.

Monday 24^th

Damp.  Wrote to Emmy Gordon. We had a number of callers viz the Miss Stills, Miss Skenes, Mrs Ross & her daughters, Miss Moir, Mrs Innes Raemoir,  Mrs Leith etc etc. Mr Whyte of Methlick  called & saw Mamma and talked with her a long time and did her good. He is a most excellent person.  I ran down to see poor Jessy Johnstone when it was nearly dark & just got back in time for dinner. Kate Forbes came to dinner.  Poor thing she has felt her brother Aleck’s death much but she is much stronger than she used to be. 

Tuesday 25^th December 1849 Christmas

Fine.  How much we miss him on a day like this.  Poor Mamma is very sad today.  Kate went to church in the morning & after the carriage came back we took Mamma to the bridge of Dee for an airing.  I went to see Mary Anne & then went for a short walk with Mag and Willie.  I gave Kate & Aleck each Botasbri’s Golden Treasury.

Wednesday 26^th

Very fine.  Pat, Mag and I started for Inchmarlo at 11 o’clock.  It was quite a summer day.  We got out at the church and went down to see his grave.  I can scar cely believe that we are going on just the same with every thing that interested him so much and his interest or knowledge of it all gone for ever.  He rests in the grave till the last day, when the dead shall hear the voice of God and arise. 

It is in a nice situation just where the old church stood and apart form all the other graves. I shall often go to look at it if I am spared and if not, I shall in all probability be laid down beside him in that sweet churchyard.  We walked about at dear Inchmarlo our future home till it was dark about 5 o’clock.  I went alone to the Terrace walk.  It was my last walk with him.  It was a sad pleasure to go to his bedroom and indeed every thing reminds us of him both in the house and out.

Thursday 27^th

Very stormy & snowy.  We could not get out at all, but had plenty to do. Patrick collected the rents and we asked our particular friends among the tenants to pay a visit in the library.  I am sure Mama will like Inchmarlo more now that it is her own fixed home.  We dined & started for town at 6 o’clock.  It was freezingly cold.  Willie * I sat up very late talking.  She gave me a very nice pocket book.

Friday  28^th December 

Very stormy & piercingly cold. The snow was drifting. We did the best we could to keep warm. Read, wrote and worked.  Kate had a cold and did not come down till dinnertime.  Kate Leslie was expected to come in but it must have been deep snow. 

Saturday 29^th

A slight thaw & very wretched day. I went round to take tea with Mary Anne & the children.  Uncle Alexander, Mr Thurburn and Mrs John Thomson called.  Madelle Sontag the great singer & some other musicians were to have given a grand morning concert today but the storm yesterday drifted the snow so into the line of Railway that they stuck.  A number of our friends also who went to a ball at Montrose stuck all night at Auchenblae and could not be at a ball given by Miss Brebner Learney!  Mary Anne & I had a petit souper. 

Sunday 30^th December 1849

Damp & raw.   We all went to church except Mama & kate who has a bad cold.  I enquired for Jessy after church. Al read aloud at night. 

Monday 31^st December  1849

Very fine & frosty & slippery.  Willie and I went out early paying accounts. We met hosts of people which was very disagreeable on going down the street for the first time.  Mag & I had a walk & Mama was persuaded to have a drive which did her much good. Aleck, Wilie & I completed all the bill paying in the afternoon.   There was an unusually high tide expected during last night but we did not hear it was much beyond the usual.

 

So I have come to the end of another year.  Well there is a sad change in our family lately, but we have long, very long been spared any bereavement tho’ every one has trouble and anxiety in this world of some kind.  Yet God has dealt most gently with us.  The number of our family may be still more lessened before the next year ends which of us may first be called, we know not, but oh may we all be ready. Let us put our entire trust in God for the future that we need never fear for even the longest life passes aay as a tale that is told. What is time in comparison to Eternity & yet how prone we are to make this our rest. , instead of the Life beyond the tomb. Oh Lord do thou be around & guard mine & all I hold dear and reunite us in the heavenly kingdom hereafter.  Written at 9 o’clock on this last night of the Old Year 1849.

 

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