Dear Brother:
It is with a sorrowful and aching
heart that I sit down to write a
few lines to you to tell you that Sally has gone
to that haven from which
no traveler returns. She has crossed
the Jordan of death and
her spirit I trust is in the Paradise of God. She died last
Thursday night at half past 11 oclock. We had all been to bed and were
asleep and she waked me and said
she wanted to get up and Alma and me got up
and helpt her up and she said '0
Lord I am dying'. We helpt her back in bed and she
died in about five minutes
- laid like she was going to sleep
and went off without a struggle
a there was nobody in the
room but Alma and me. I
had waked John and adelaide
and sent them to Dr. Delts for them but she died before they got back and
then I had to send them out to the house that I built on my place
- Julius
had went out there to stay that night. Edwin started that day to Scotleand
county to an appointment he had
there - the doctor was there just
at night and said she might live a month or two but might drop off in
3 or 4
days. She talked then like she thought she would
get well but how vain are
all our hopes, in the midst of life we are in death.
Although I was expecting it, it
gave me such a shock. I dont know when I shall get over it. She talked
about dying a sometimes
said she would like to live to raise the children, but if it was the Lords
will she thought she was prepared
to go. The
day before she died she said she did not feel about
it as she had done and
thanked the Lord for it but I hope she is better off than we are
- her sufferings pains and troubles
are ore and she has gone to rest and I find that I have not many years
to live at most -
time flies rapidly and I am getting to be quite an old man
we know not when the messinger of death will call
for us therefore we should try to be prepared for that solem hour - let it
come when it may. I feel lonesome and cast down - no relation near
me but my children and I think what will become of them if I should be taken
away from them before they are old enough to take care of themselves and
I sometimes think of selling out if I can and coming where you are but times
are hard and I could not sell now if I wanted to and I dont know but
I shall stay here as long as I live - I would like to see you all once more
in this of the Jordan of death and more especially my aged mother although
when I parted with her here I thought it would be the last time on earth
I should see her, but I have been trying to live in such a way that we shall
strike glad hands on the banks of eternal deliverance - where parting will
be no more forever - where we will sing the songs of Moses and the Lamb forever
and ever - but I must try and get along the best I can - the girls are almost
women and I can keep house with them.
It is elven oclock and the children are all asleep and I must bring
my letter to a close and go to bed to so I will bid you good night.